Do I seem cold or mean? im sure I do, cause i put thing blunt and to the point I don't walk on eggshells I just say what I think. and hopefully someone learns something from it. maybe some young girl will read my rants and say "wow I will make sure I never end up like the women he is talking about" or a young guy will read my rants and say to himself "yeah using women just for bed fun isn't cool I won't be that kind of guy" but IDK time will tell.
Mostly when I read your posts, I'm thinking... I hope I don't become that bitter and hateful towards all people, including the ones who never did anything wrong to me. And I hope I never lump everyone into one huge category of being stupid sex-crazed idiots who pop out multiple kids with random people. I do know it's tempting to stereotype sometimes, but I hope I don't get to that point.
I do understand what you're saying though. I'm someone who has little patience with people as well, which is why I've thought about working nights permanently. And I go grocery shopping around 6 or 7, because like you, I hate having to deal with crowds.
I understand bitterness for sure, and I understand anger very well. But you do realize, right, that as much as you think you have control and tell people like it is, you're not the one in control?
It sounds like the bitterness and hate took the driver's seat a long time ago.
Mostly, your posts remind me that I need to keep asking God for more help. And... I also pray for you. I know that probably offends you too, but... I'll take that risk.
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