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So yesterday at church, the pastor was praying for the ladies of the church. We started a new series and it's about protecting the home, and protecting your children. 2 weeks ago when we started this series the pastor prayed for the men, and this time it was for the women, I cried and cried and cried so hard so much. Because my heart is so heavy with this overflowing love that I want to give someone. I feel like my heart could burst cause it has so much love and adoration to give, and I have nothing to give it too. Don't get me wrong I shower my husband with love too, but this kind of love is meant for a baby...
This woman from the phrophect team came up to me and said she has this image of me, a big heart, and loving soul, and she prayed that God would place his spiritual sunblock on my heart to protect it from the enemy and from harm. I've been battling with the things the enemy tried to tell me, the fact I will never have kids... That my female reproductive parts just don't work the way they should. And she prayed that the negativity will be wiped away; and I would have this sunblock to protect me. I felt so much love from everyone who placed their hands on me and I just cried my little heart out. I know He knows the desires of my heart, now to just do his word, spread his love to others and wait patiently for my blessing I've been waiting for all my life.
This woman from the phrophect team came up to me and said she has this image of me, a big heart, and loving soul, and she prayed that God would place his spiritual sunblock on my heart to protect it from the enemy and from harm. I've been battling with the things the enemy tried to tell me, the fact I will never have kids... That my female reproductive parts just don't work the way they should. And she prayed that the negativity will be wiped away; and I would have this sunblock to protect me. I felt so much love from everyone who placed their hands on me and I just cried my little heart out. I know He knows the desires of my heart, now to just do his word, spread his love to others and wait patiently for my blessing I've been waiting for all my life.