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The greatest dissapointment I've ever had to experience in life...was to finally accept that my life is of no value, consequence, or benefit.
I am a 26 year old destitute broken shell of a man, who was NOT impacted in any way shape or form by Christ. A 6 year journey where I have finally reached the end.
There is no physical or spiritual way I can ever expect to succed at this point. I put my faith in Christ, and all I got back was the harsh truth: I will never achieve my dreams. Christ isn't a genie, or a vending machine. He went on a cross, died for mankind's sins, and THAT'S IT. That is all Christ, and Christianity is good for.
I am at a point right now...where there is no hope. Christ CANNOT HEAL. He cannot make your day brighter. He cannot make you feel better. He cannot change lives. He has no power. Anything you can achieve in life, is a product of your own beliefs, positive speech pattern, and efforts. Christ is dead. He died. He took the sins. He was ressurected, and defeated death. Through him, the ONLY thing you gain is salvation from sin.
That's it.
If your life sucks and you cant seem to move forward, oh well.
If you were born into money, and have everything you want, congratulations.
If you like your life, good for you.
If you hate your life, God isn't gonna help you. That's a FACT.
If you want things to change in life, you gotta get up, go out, and make it happen. Some of you are driven to do this. Go forward, knowing God already did what he cared to do.
If you are stuck, and cant seem to move forward, tough luck. God cant help you. Live with it, and give thanks to God for your suffering. It aint gonna get better. God cannot help you make more money. God cannot attract people to help you succeed. God cannot prevent you getting kicked out of your apartment, house, or living space.
If your parents or guardian dies, God will not protect you. You will be left to fend for yourself. You will have no solace. You will have no protection. Maybe you get lucky. It's not a blessing...it's a coincidence.
Dont go to wordly therapy and resources. They cannot help you. Dont count on Church to help you. They cant either.
For some, the world is a death sentence; a prison you have to spend time in. Nothing will ever go good for those who only know failure.
Understand this: If you're a winner, continue winning, and do not stop. If you lose a lot in life, like myself, dont expect it to get better. AND...do not trust that God will help you. He cant help you. If he could, you'd be on your way to a better life.
Scripture may say what it says, but is scripture going to pay off your student debts? Is scripture going to secure your job in life? Is scripture going to build your network and help you advance?
No. Here's the truth folks: Christianity is all about accessing heaven, through Jesus. He is merely a tool for your eternal salvation. He cannot help you, heal you, or care for you. If you think he does, it's a psychological belief on your part, and you should strengthen it.
If you have something to say about this, go ahead. I'm tired, I dont care, and quite honestly, Christianity is slowly dying in my heart. I think most of you who DO claim you know Jesus are either positively convinced, delusional, or coping with pain in your life.
You're either successful or you're not.
If you can prove to me Jesus can change lives, and heal people, then I will reconsider. But THIS is the end for me.
I will begin to look into Witchcraft and pagan arts for the means to change my life. Jesus failed me. I will not take no for an answer.
I am a 26 year old destitute broken shell of a man, who was NOT impacted in any way shape or form by Christ. A 6 year journey where I have finally reached the end.
There is no physical or spiritual way I can ever expect to succed at this point. I put my faith in Christ, and all I got back was the harsh truth: I will never achieve my dreams. Christ isn't a genie, or a vending machine. He went on a cross, died for mankind's sins, and THAT'S IT. That is all Christ, and Christianity is good for.
I am at a point right now...where there is no hope. Christ CANNOT HEAL. He cannot make your day brighter. He cannot make you feel better. He cannot change lives. He has no power. Anything you can achieve in life, is a product of your own beliefs, positive speech pattern, and efforts. Christ is dead. He died. He took the sins. He was ressurected, and defeated death. Through him, the ONLY thing you gain is salvation from sin.
That's it.
If your life sucks and you cant seem to move forward, oh well.
If you were born into money, and have everything you want, congratulations.
If you like your life, good for you.
If you hate your life, God isn't gonna help you. That's a FACT.
If you want things to change in life, you gotta get up, go out, and make it happen. Some of you are driven to do this. Go forward, knowing God already did what he cared to do.
If you are stuck, and cant seem to move forward, tough luck. God cant help you. Live with it, and give thanks to God for your suffering. It aint gonna get better. God cannot help you make more money. God cannot attract people to help you succeed. God cannot prevent you getting kicked out of your apartment, house, or living space.
If your parents or guardian dies, God will not protect you. You will be left to fend for yourself. You will have no solace. You will have no protection. Maybe you get lucky. It's not a blessing...it's a coincidence.
Dont go to wordly therapy and resources. They cannot help you. Dont count on Church to help you. They cant either.
For some, the world is a death sentence; a prison you have to spend time in. Nothing will ever go good for those who only know failure.
Understand this: If you're a winner, continue winning, and do not stop. If you lose a lot in life, like myself, dont expect it to get better. AND...do not trust that God will help you. He cant help you. If he could, you'd be on your way to a better life.
Scripture may say what it says, but is scripture going to pay off your student debts? Is scripture going to secure your job in life? Is scripture going to build your network and help you advance?
No. Here's the truth folks: Christianity is all about accessing heaven, through Jesus. He is merely a tool for your eternal salvation. He cannot help you, heal you, or care for you. If you think he does, it's a psychological belief on your part, and you should strengthen it.
If you have something to say about this, go ahead. I'm tired, I dont care, and quite honestly, Christianity is slowly dying in my heart. I think most of you who DO claim you know Jesus are either positively convinced, delusional, or coping with pain in your life.
You're either successful or you're not.
If you can prove to me Jesus can change lives, and heal people, then I will reconsider. But THIS is the end for me.
I will begin to look into Witchcraft and pagan arts for the means to change my life. Jesus failed me. I will not take no for an answer.