That's an honest reporting. I was baptized as an infant. I was raised in the church. I can never recall a time when I didn't love Jesus. I am also very clear about my inability to manage my own sin and my desperate need for a Savior, namely, Jesus. (This is evident through a variety of postings on the site).
I know that my self-reporting doesn't fit the expected storyline of your typical evangelical. I didn't follow the "Four spiritual laws." I don't have a "prodigal" story. There's no "conversion" where I leave the RCC and dutifully embrace the tenets of evangelicalism.
Had I arrived on this site and reported that I'd murdered 70 but repented, or that I was a drug-dealing prostitute terrorist who'd repented, everyone would gladly accept that report.
I do find it interesting that people think God is somehow incapable of saving children....that the work of Christ on the Cross hinges on our ability to comprehend it in a way that makes others feel comfortable.
I could easily have "fudged" the story of my spiritual journey and presented it in a way that made it seem more acceptable to you and others here. Of course, I'd have been compromising my ethics in the meantime. So, I opt to maintain my ethics, report my salvation story, be kind and transparent regarding theological matters, and take the flack that I know is inevitable.
And by "flack" I mean the whole, "We know you're not really a Christian," schtick. To my knowledge, the Holy Spirit is still the third member of the Godhead...there has been no vacancy left open for a person on this site to fill. As uncomfortable as it makes people, the ultimate truth is that no person gets to say whether another person is saved or not. It's above our pay grade. You can GUESS, you can SUPPOSE, you can line up a bunch of bible verses and attempt to force your particular view, but ultimately, salvation is in the hands of God. You and I don't get to say who is saved and who is not.
So, you can accept my self-reporting, the revelation of myself on the boards, my attempts to live like Jesus, or not. Your acceptance or rejection has no real bearing on my actual salvation. It simply places a roadblock between us and makes it difficult for us to be unified as fellow-believers.