Crosstweed just want to say I've been there, and I know exactly how it feels. It hurts, a lot. On the occasions when I've gone through situations like this, honestly I didn't deal with it well, however luckily, I wasn't on my own. God was there. However I'm pretty stubborn and was resistant to give him my pain, let go, and move on. Don't be stubborn like me...
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The two things that helped me were 1. Trusting in God that He has a plan, a better plan than mine. He knows and forsees everything. Also, I prayed "Thy will be done". Because, generally, I like my will being done. 2. Time. Time does heal. Not like God, but still, it helps. God bless!