I hope your happy Richard. Your sick and twisted expressions of your thoughts here has hurt some people who are meek.
You probably are a troll, if not, you are a very immature person.
If your behavior IRL is anywhere near what it is here on this thread, for now at least, until you come to some kind of functional Godly wisdom and insight, I suggest you ought to keep a low profile and not tell a lot of people you consider yourself a Christian, because you may be doing more harm then good for the cause of Jesus.
You should be banned. And if I was the moderator or owner of this site, I would track your IP address so you can't come on here again for a long while under yet another new name.