Your belief in your own "ability" is what undermines and subverts Christ in you as your only hope of glory. Our relationship with Christ is not that of one and done, now you go get 'r done. He has come to live in us so that He can live through us. You will never be more than a branch, so, be a branch, and stop trying to be the Vine.
"I have been crucified with Christ and 'I' no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me." Galatians 2:20
"I have been crucified with Christ and 'I' no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me." Galatians 2:20
The difference between what I follow and what you follow is that I believe I can do his righteousness through his spirit, and you believe that you cannot do anything righteous, so yo must believe his spirit does everything through you, while you do nothing. The latter is the delusional world of mystics and gnostics.
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. Philippians 4:13