I, politely, disagree. Speaking for myself, I know my source. I strongly preached against OSAS a couple years ago. As an ex non-OSAS believer, I did reflect a holy life. I was a good kid, alpha female, overachiever, I got everything going. But the Lord knows what I did and did not do, who I was and who I wasn't, when it was just me and Him. Every time there was an altar call, I was there. I've rededicated my life a hundred times. Because I knew who I was on the inside. And I was bad. You can't say I failed at being non-OSAS because how can you fail at that, really? You just have to do right and if you happen to mess up, you confess and repent. Easy. The problem becomes apparent when you get tired of doing the same thing over and over, because it only means you're stuck somewhere. Personally, I questioned the kind of God I was serving. He's hot and He's cold. Couldn't make up His mind. And He depended on my freaking ability (or inability) to confess. Can you see how shaky this foundation is? You can choose to stay stuck and pretend it's all part of your suffering, or you can accept Jesus' death as His payment for all your sins. Choose life.