Aw, I always feel sad when people feel too beaten down to write good threads. 😓 The threads are what keep the site going and hold the community together. 💖
You seem like a very sweet and compassionate person -- may I suggest, maybe just continue to read, post, and get to know people here, then maybe try writing more threads as you feel more comfortable here?
I've written a few threads as well and can reassure you that some misunderstandings are completely normal, but that's part of the value in doing so -- learning about others and how to communicate with them. 🤓
I really hope you won't be too discouraged and will keep on trying. 🙂