You keep telling us how weak and pathetic you are
Where is your love?
no love for my self. and i guess no one is going to love someone who doesnt love them selves.
No point challenging me every post you do
The way i am is not my choice. i dont sit and think. hmmm how do i hate myself more today.
it just happens it is what it is. I pray about it and ask for help.
but seems that people on here like to poke the person who is down , and suggest they need to chnge the way they thinking . and make that person feel it is their own fault for choosing to be sad or down.
When i did try suicide 15 yrs ago. my real life sister texted me during the event "Dont be stupid" yep that certianly changed how i felt and made me think i worthy to live.
Thankfully God placed thoughts in my head of my children and that is what made me stop sitting in the car with hose pipe in exhaust. IT was God that staggered me to the garden.
But it all good. WE al ldifferent . I am not one of the Forum elites who attracts people with witty posting and popular stuff. never been a popluar person. i havent had single freind in real life for over 20yrs. NEver got picked on teams in school . was beaten up by the bullies both physically and mentally. I was a nerd who aced all my school work and was beaten up when i got 100% in my exams.
Yep i choose to be this low. i choose to be disliked.. ummm no it not my choice. i hope and pray one day God moves.