Thank you, Blain, I did a few more tweaks on this panel after you bumped up the thread...
I made this last night nothing compared to you of course but I quite like itThank you, Blain, I did a few more tweaks on this panel after you bumped up the thread...
for instance I was not happy with the verse citation being tilted due to the banner
so I figured out how to fix that, and also did a few other minor things...
Isaiah 11 verse 6 ~ The wolf will live with the lamb, and the leopard will lie down with the goat; the calf and young lion and fatling will be together, and a little child will lead them.
indeed, Hebrews 13:5! are you sure we're not brother & sister? i say that because much of your childhood was like mine. always getting beat, being told- " you stupid jerk", "can't you do anything right", "you ahole", " you dummy". i'm sorry to hear of your troublesome childhood. i hope for you peace & comfort forever Suze. also, i didn't develop trust in anyone. it still takes me longer than the average person to develop trust. blessings to you.
I'm so sorry that u had a tough time also . I know u understand totally when I say that it's very hard for us hard knock kids to form close emotional bonds when , the two people that should have given u unconditional love and kindness and made u feel safe , did not do that . If u can't trust those two to treat u nice how can u expect or even hope that others will do so . Maybe there is something about u ? Maybe your mum and dad were right to b horrible to u because maybe it's all your fault ? Those feelings r soooo hard to shake off and to b honest they have never totally left me . My head knows that it wasn't my fault but my emotions do like to mess with me sometimes . Finding out that both my parents r diagnosed psychopaths helped me enormously and eventually I could feel some pity for them . I hope with all my heart that u know what a treasure u r to God , I hope u have love and joy in your life and that the peace of God is forever with u as it is now with me . God definitely protected me when I was a child as He does now . Please know that He protected and preserved u also and He will continue to do so , u r previous in His sight
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Precious ! Not previousI'm so sorry that u had a tough time also . I know u understand totally when I say that it's very hard for us hard knock kids to form close emotional bonds when , the two people that should have given u unconditional love and kindness and made u feel safe , did not do that . If u can't trust those two to treat u nice how can u expect or even hope that others will do so . Maybe there is something about u ? Maybe your mum and dad were right to b horrible to u because maybe it's all your fault ? Those feelings r soooo hard to shake off and to b honest they have never totally left me . My head knows that it wasn't my fault but my emotions do like to mess with me sometimes . Finding out that both my parents r diagnosed psychopaths helped me enormously and eventually I could feel some pity for them . I hope with all my heart that u know what a treasure u r to God , I hope u have love and joy in your life and that the peace of God is forever with u as it is now with me . God definitely protected me when I was a child as He does now . Please know that He protected and preserved u also and He will continue to do so , u r previous in His sight
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Precious not previousI'm so sorry that u had a tough time also . I know u understand totally when I say that it's very hard for us hard knock kids to form close emotional bonds when , the two people that should have given u unconditional love and kindness and made u feel safe , did not do that . If u can't trust those two to treat u nice how can u expect or even hope that others will do so . Maybe there is something about u ? Maybe your mum and dad were right to b horrible to u because maybe it's all your fault ? Those feelings r soooo hard to shake off and to b honest they have never totally left me . My head knows that it wasn't my fault but my emotions do like to mess with me sometimes . Finding out that both my parents r diagnosed psychopaths helped me enormously and eventually I could feel some pity for them . I hope with all my heart that u know what a treasure u r to God , I hope u have love and joy in your life and that the peace of God is forever with u as it is now with me . God definitely protected me when I was a child as He does now . Please know that He protected and preserved u also and He will continue to do so , u r previous in His sight
I understand your pain very well I was severely abused drugged starved and beaten as a child then even in my adult years I went through so much emotional and mental abuse my family told me I was to stupid to even cook eggs I never knew and still don't know what it is like to have a family that loves you even today my family neglected my health I have a lot of health issue because of my past and I almost died last year because of it I was severely starved skin and bones my health was so bad I had to call 911 many times to go to the er just to get some fluid in me
Oh Blain I'm horrified for your situation
! If I can help u in any way please just ask me , if I can do it I will . God is with u all day every day I'm sure u already know that , He sees u and , u have the support and affection of everyone who reads this site . Keep talking to us and most importantly to Him who loves u best . We r all of us here for u 100 per cent , much love to u in Christ our Saviour .
Thank you for your kind words as for what you can do for me all I ask is that you would seek a deeper relationship with God believe me there is so much more to him than most realize I mean a connection to him so close he would even appear to you in person trust me I know from experience. The good thing about all my suffering is I learned from it and it lead me to seek him more and more since he is all I have and the only one to ever love me in my life everyone in my life for whatever reason let me down.Oh Blain I'm horrified for your situation
U have a family right here Blain , u r loved and appreciated and respected . I have been reading and enjoying your posts for weeks now and u have helped me a lot and I'm confident that u will continue to do so
. My heart goes out to u my brother in Christ . Yes ! I know exactly what u mean about your parents and upbringing having taught u things . We r old souls us abused children that's for sure . I think that we , more than many , know what it means to rely on God , because we know from personal experience that we cannot rely on humans . I wish I lived somewhere near u cos I would b visiting u for sure . But , we r connected in Christ and that's a bond that can never b broken . Love in our Lord .
Knowing you have been reading and that it has helped you made my heart leap inside me and I am very grateful for you and your kind heart. yes we who have suffered much know more than anyone that only God can truly be relied on and truly love us but do not worry when he comes back forus and we are taken there is beauty and wonders that await us that you could not imagine. I was taken to the other side and got a glimps of it your treasures are vast and great because of your suffering in a way you are blessed for all your suffering because the way it works in his kingdom the more you have suffered in this life the more he blesses you in his. one day we will meet and on that day I will have a present for you it is a secret for now but believe me it will be very niceU have a family right here Blain , u r loved and appreciated and respected . I have been reading and enjoying your posts for weeks now and u have helped me a lot and I'm confident that u will continue to do so
Sending u much love and hugs Blain , u have touched my heart today , may God continue to bless , comfort and strengthen u with His love
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so beautiful & true, what you wrote. thanks for your "sisterly" statements. at my mom's funeral, only 1 person showed up! i think she was sorry she had us! you speak as i do when reviewing my relationship with Jesus. i was a burden to them in some way i think because of my poor eyesight. but when i became born again 1993, about May to June, the 1st thing i thought of was forgiveness. & it occurred very easy to forgive. no doubt that was Jesus doing most of the work. it seems i will always have this distant feeling of people, on extra guard, to speak. (gtgn) got to go now Suze.I'm so sorry that u had a tough time also . I know u understand totally when I say that it's very hard for us hard knock kids to form close emotional bonds when , the two people that should have given u unconditional love and kindness and made u feel safe , did not do that . If u can't trust those two to treat u nice how can u expect or even hope that others will do so . Maybe there is something about u ? Maybe your mum and dad were right to b horrible to u because maybe it's all your fault ? Those feelings r soooo hard to shake off and to b honest they have never totally left me . My head knows that it wasn't my fault but my emotions do like to mess with me sometimes . Finding out that both my parents r diagnosed psychopaths helped me enormously and eventually I could feel some pity for them . I hope with all my heart that u know what a treasure u r to God , I hope u have love and joy in your life and that the peace of God is forever with u as it is now with me . God definitely protected me when I was a child as He does now . Please know that He protected and preserved u also and He will continue to do so , u r previous in His sight
