Lovesong Poetry

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Well...I'm not asking you to like this particular poem. You don't have to.

I was going to write about this article I read about
what to avoid in relationships or you would miserable.
i read it hoping to find ways to show you how we really don't work,
i was finding ways to push you away some more..

and then I began to seen myself, - the narcissistic, controller, manipulator, judgmental, the liar.
I broke promises to you, or whatever you want to call me..

and then I seen how you take everything and kept coming back.

The poem was my attempt at not making it all about me, hopefully I didn't, but a good thing about you.
That's all the last poem was about.

Like I said, you don't have to like it.. I don't want anything for it.
I think I just wanted to say something nice to you that's all..
 
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Well...I'm not asking you to like this particular poem. You don't have to.
***Error fix***
**a few words were fixed although there were probably more errors I didn't catch..**

I was going to write about this article I read about
what to avoid in relationships or you would miserable.
i read it hoping to find ways to show you how we really don't work,
i was finding ways to push you away some more..

and then I began to see myself in it - the narcissistic, controller, manipulator, judgmental, the liar.
I broke promises to you, or whatever you want to call me..

and then I seen how you take everything and kept coming back.

The poem was my attempt at not making it all about me, hopefully I didn't, but a good thing about you.
That's all the last poem was about.

Like I said, you don't have to like it.. I don't want anything for it.
I think I just wanted to say something nice to you that's all..
fixed a few writing errors, :p oh well hopefully that doesn't bother you all that much..
 
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Love doesn’t want what it doesn’t have. - 1 cor. 13:4 msg

the hardest words for me to hear.

I don't have you.
so I can't have you.

I want you but
i'm not suppose to want you.
because you are not mine.
I'm not suppose to want.

does that make sense?

i can't be selfish
and want after you,because I don't
have you.

this is kinda torture,
because I love you.

I have to let go,
but I don't know how.

I will try again to let go,
please make yourself happy
with the that will make you happy,
a girl that you can have.

so that I can be happy with what I have..​
 
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Losing It
by: Lowanla (me)

I give in.
i don't know how to live-
without.
i want to shout.
i can't take this anymore!
i love you, that I do.

I can't be impossibly perfect,
I can't be impossibly pure,
when I feel so lost
and so unsure.

is it really building character to resist,
Or chiseling me to form?

I give in.
where do I begin?
To meet you,
I want to see you.

consequences
are what I fear,
but this is torture
beyond my years.

Am I so full of disbelief?
so blinded by love and feeling?
Yes! I am.
So help me God,
yes, I want to be with this
person so much.

So let it come.
Strike me down,
I don't want to lose my crown,
But, I am well stretched thin
beyond my limit.

A plead to my father God,

don't hate me.
let me be with him.
i don't want to lose you, but
I'm not strong at all.
so help me God!

And a plead to my love,

If you don't want to be with me,
if you were lying.
make me angry at you,
make me then break me,
or reveal that it was only a joke,
and be so cruel,
that you only used me.
Laugh and then throw me away.

so that I come to my senses.

Because right now,
I want to be with you.


 
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If sin is still sin,
Then kill me, destroy me,
because I can't make it..
this is too much
for my heart.

i can't be without.
I can't live without..

my mind is screwed up.
 
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It's not for me
by: Lowanla (me)

I read your words,
and realize they are not for me.
I thought you should know
there is no lust enough to kill
the new me.

I can't die..
Forever free,
the word,
Its burned in me.
sustaining.

Old me.
shes dead and gone forever,
she can go to hell,
Without me.

Have you not noticed?
I'm still here,

but I'm never enough
never gonna be enough for you.
Even after you've had me and I'm gone. I'll be gone.

Do you really want me to go away?
(I wish I could...)

i wish God would take me home,
far away from your cruelty.

But Im still here!

To face tomorrow,
with gladness
and a chance to live.
I'm gonna live!

I can't be strong for you
because ...

I will always be here!

i will always be me...

..and
you
will never really
love

me...
 
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There is no love outside of my God,
there is no reason for me to live without Jesus,
there is no life for me without God.
I can't live without my God.
I'd rather face the world alone,
hated by you,
than be without God.

this is a song relates to my relationship with God.
and yes! It is very real,
I won't lose him!


Keep making me
lyrics by: Sidewalk Prophets

Make me broken
So I can be healed
'Cause I'm so calloused
And now I can't feel
I want to run to You
With heart wide open
Make me broken

Make me empty
So I can be filled
'Cause I'm still holding
Onto my will
And I'm completed
When you are with me
Make me empty

[Chorus:]
'Til You are my one desire
'Til You are my one true love
'Til You are my breath, my everything
Lord, please keep making me

Make me lonely
So I can be Yours
'Til I want no one
More than You, Lord
'Cause in the darkness
I know You will hold me
Make me lonely

[Chorus]

'Til You are my one desire
'Til You are my one true love
'Til You are my breath, my everything
Lord, please keep making,
I know You'll keep making
Lord, please keep making me

[video=youtube_share;UI1obeb3A9c]http://youtu.be/UI1obeb3A9c[/video]​
 
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Listening to this song..

"Love Me"

lyrics by: JJ Heller

, "Dear God won't you please
Could you send someone here who will love me?"

Who will love me for me
Not for what I have done or what I will become
Who will love me for me
'Cause nobody has shown me what love
What love really means..


[video=youtube_share;vw_x99vyIC4]http://youtu.be/vw_x99vyIC4[/video]​
 
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Therefore if any man be in Christ,
he is a new creature: old things are passed away;
behold, all things are become new.- 2 cor 5:17

my scripture.
 
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I'd rather have you hate me...
It's easier.

Than to believe you
love me,
and then I'm not able to have you..
it hurts too much..

understand?
 
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Sacry: We read the words here; but I reckon you also hear music in your mind when you read and type the words...
 
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Sacry: We read the words here; but I reckon you also hear music in your mind when you read and type the words...
oh...I hear no music in my mind, it's rare if I do.. I'm not all that creative...at least I'm honest, :p
most of the time it's just spontaneous thought, sometimes...thoughtless thoughts.
thanks for reading faroukfarouk, I'm sorry I'm probably annoying everyone on CC but,
sometimes it's hard to contain myself..

i wish i had an off button. :p
every time I feel or dream I have to write.
otherwise it will not be made clear.
 
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oh...I hear no music in my mind, it's rare if I do.. I'm not all that creative...at least I'm honest, :p
most of the time it's just spontaneous thought, sometimes...thoughtless thoughts.
thanks for reading faroukfarouk, I'm sorry I'm probably annoying everyone on CC but,
sometimes it's hard to contain myself..

i wish i had an off button. :p
every time I feel or dream I have to write.
otherwise it will not be made clear.
There was me thinking you were writing lyrics to music! :)
 
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I feel like I'm just making it worse
If I keep talking to you.

if I continue this,
I will only be playing with your heart.

understand that.

I don't want to play with your heart.

We are only going in circles.
There is no getting to be with you,
there is no meeting is there,
no contact..

This is torture..
It Has to stop.

no one wants us to be together.
No bravery.
And that is torture,
has to stop.


 
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I love you
but I don't want
to hurt you anymore.

i can't.​
 
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playing with your heart is
not fun for me.
i don't want to do that..
i feel like I'm leading you on,
if I am not honest with how all this
makes me feel,
you have to know.

I have nothing to hold onto,
no way to call you,
and I'm stupid
and a coward

when I said those things...

I was jealous,
afraid
and then angry.
i panicked and
reacted.

I'm sorry that it always comes out that way,

I don't know how to be strong.

i wish you would hate me.
you probably already do.

Please just hate me..​
 
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