Lovesong Poetry

I'm thinking of
what's best for you..

Letting you go.
its over.

I'm not the one for you.
don't ask why.

some dreams are
Just not meant to be..
there can be no you and me..

I'm pressing the off switch,
with my writing to you.

no more..

you are free.

no more..
no more.

no more..​

Don't feel bad at
what I said..

It's for your own good.
it doesn't mean I don't care.

it means I love you,
and I would rather have what is
best at this point in time for you.

thats more important to me.​

one feeling doesn't make
all our problems go away,
especially if it is a problem itself.

the problems will still be there.

waiting and growing
and only getting worse,
unless you face it.

I'm not wrong
in pushing you away,
and you know this.

i have every right,
To tell you that it won't work,

because we aren't married,
you aren't Christian,
and we are not together.

..I have to risk ridicule and judgment
and people both Christian and non, seeing
what I don't want them to see,
just so you can see that I am talking to you.

I don't want them to see,
I want you to see.

I don't want to explain myself to you
anymore.


​

Fantasy Girl
by: Lowanla(me)

He may look for her
here and he may look for her there.
fantasy girl is not real and is no where.

She said, "I don't know who
you are talking about, but I am here,
and I love you, but
I am not the one you are searching for.
yet I am here. So let me point you in another direction."

he said, "I need you but you are not the one I was searching for.
--fantasy girl."

she said, "I need you but I am not the one.
So I bid thee farewell on loves journey.

farewell. May you find
someone who will fit that standard,
may they make you happy,

May they be,
for you.

fantasy girl."
​

Meeeeeeeeeee----!!!
by:Lowanla (me)

I am happy to be me,
that's all I can be.

I will never be
who you want me to be.

i can only be,
what you've seen,
this person
Me - who is not worth the effort.
stop wasting your time and energy.
i will never be her for you,

this person,
that is me.

move on without me,
I won't be her for you,
I would only be lying,

I can only be me,

So find a beauty who can talk and
act like you, let her make you happy,

let me be.
let me be.
let me be.

It is not me you really want
anyway.

can't you see?

goodbye, move on
without ...

me.​

The Maze
by: lowanla (me)

I think I seen her in a dream once,
slithering about in the gutter filled maze
that got darker down.

My soul she tried to drown,
I hate her,
the blackened image,
Like death.

I crushed her, I knocked her down.

i have to fight to be me?

no, it won't be me.
no, won't be me.
No, Never!

Cause I'm Alive,
Unbroken spirit not gone.
every darken soul is wrong.

All deceived,
blind and let them bleed.

I will never concede,
for I was lost but now I am free,
I am me.

Let her deceive
another,
not me.

for I am free.

why would I ever give that up?​

The perfect song..

Ocean Wide
lyrics by: The Afters

Look outside
It's already light and the stars ran away with the night
Things we're said, words that we'll try forget,
it's so hard to admit I know we've made mistakes
I see through all the tears but that's what got us here


[Chorus:]
If love is an ocean wide
We'll swim in the tears we cry
They'll see us through to the other side
We're gonna make it
When love is a raging sea
You can hold on to me
We'll find a way tonight
Love is an ocean wide


I'll stay right here
It's where I'll always belong
Tied with your arms
Days like this, I wish the sun wouldn't set
I don't want to forget
What made us feel this way
You see through all my fears
And that's what got us here


[Chorus]


Love is an ocean wide enough to forget
Even when we think we can't

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I have the best intentions,
whats in your best interest,
is going to be mine,
for you.

Saying no to what I want
Is denying me, it's heartbreaking.
say we can be so happy,
but it ain't going to be that easy,
like all the fairytales and stories.
gritting my teeth,
This is the most heartbreaking.
but knowing there has got
to be a reason
for all this pain.
Even if it means
losing the best I've never had.

So if you are going to let go,
I won't squeeze that hand tight,
just going to say,
you were the best I never had,

How could they ever know?
when they tell me to let go,

What is right,
what is good,
what is pure,

Want those things for you..

You made me happy,
you made me dream,
you made me love
so broken that I can feel..
like dangling happiness
and snatching it away,
yet still know there is a reason
for everything.

So don't tell me something I already know...
When you tell me in the cold,
and I look afar watching you move on..

you were the best...
and I'm letting you go.

​

what's it like to hold your hand?
what's it like to touch you?
what's it like to hear your voice?
what's it like to look you in the eyes?
What's it like to sit with you?
what's it like to listen to you speak?
What's it like to be beside you?
What's it like to make you angry?
What's it like to make you sad?
What's it like to make you happy?
What's it like to make you laugh?
What's it like to be with you?
whats it like ?

cause I don't know...

Only tears roll down,
wondering,
pondering,

what is it like?


​

Is it too late
will it be too late
to be happy?

maybe this is a step of faith,
yet maybe I am too late,

maybe..

for every good thing,
I am happy to receive,
i am thankful
i am grateful,

if this is as far as I can go,
to tell you my response

then yes is all I can say,

I love you,
my heart to you.

From so far away.​