Lovesong Poetry

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -21-

If You Love Me
by: Lowanla (me)

If you love me,
Then I shall fear no death.
I shall not fear life, nor the world..

if you love me,
then I shall force myself to walk when crippled.

If you love me,
then I have courage and new strength.

Because you love me,
I am able to face the day again.

If you love me,
then fear is beneath me.

It is because you believe in me,
I am changing into someone improved.

You are someone dear to me.

I love you,
because you are worth a whole lot to me.
I love you,
because without you,
I am incomplete,
with you I am whole.

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -22-

Once Upon A Broken Castle
by: Lowanla (me)

*night*

breathe me into deep
rocking you to sleep
never closing your eyes
they become pools of tears
for yours and mine
the image never dies
in my arms at night
flashes, cold, merciless
he's bitter, like a sin who reminds
drinking the ocean sky

reverse switch

*day*

breathe you into me
rocking me to sleep
resting my eyes
sweet bliss of happiness
empathy connected mind
arms that wrap around
longing love drawn to me
I'm taken in warm return
he's love, like a sin who reminds
drinking the ocean sky

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -23-

Valentine, Sweet Valentine
By: Lowanla (me)

Looking for a way to earn my heart;
Searching for a way to save the day;
To drain away my sorrow and suffering;
You chase me down all the way;
even though you've had it all along;
right there in your hands.

Though you are afraid;
Let me have this moment;
Allow me each waking second
of each precious day
that I get to spend with you.

Think not on the future;
don't dwell upon the past;
Look at your love, and see;
that we create beauty;
we create happy memories.

Do not waste another second,
worried, nor in fear;
for it steals from this love,
that you and I hold so dear.

You have my heart;
You have my love;
let it be a strength;
that no matter what you do,
I am here for you.
I still feel love so strong, I do.

Even when you push me away;
I will be waiting at your heart's door;
thinking of you, every second,
every moment of everyday.
In the storm, in the winter,
and in the rain..

I am so in love with you,
that every day for me is
Valentines day.

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -24-
Kissing The Scars
by: Lowanla (me)

I don't blamed you for anything bad that happened to me. It's not your fault.
Things happen, that's life. We endure, we get back up, we move forward.

It doesn't matter what you did in the past, nor what you do now,
or where you stand. I accept you, just because you are you, I love you.

maybe some scars can't be erased but you don't have
to worry about me running away. I don't want to run from you.
I'm attached to you; you are important to me.

I'll keep saying these things until you believe me, and I'll say them
again when you doubt it.

I won't run from the scars even if they might be permanent but I run to kiss them.
That's how much I love you.

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -25-

The Colorless Entity
By: Lowanla (me)

We are our own colorless entity;
existing to create the hope in the dark;
To give a reason for the beating heart,
and live to see the day we find meaning.

you consumed every single insecure ,
and unsafe thought in my head;
I only glanced at you in calm, but my
heart was trembling with fear of
saying the wrong things.

We are our own colorless entity;
a world made perfect in love.
It hurts to be without you;
so glad to be able to feel you,
and I long for so much more.

I try to be strong for you;
To be honest I don't know what to do;
So hear my cry as I pull you aside from the edge.

"I cannot let you go, no I cannot let you go,
I'll do anything and kill all my fears just to show,
I'll find reason if you just hold on for awhile,
and in giving you every part of me,
I'm alive, but dying to make you happy."

"we are our own colorless entity;
a world made perfect in love.
It hurts to be without you;
so glad to be able to feel you,
and I long for so much more.

Longing to be with you.

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -26-

Morning Kisses
by: Lowanla (me)

None of it matters you know,
can you tell I am so in love with you
that it's so easy for me to always let it go.

I have never felt this way before.
I just feel I don't deserve anything
this wonderful.
I fear abandonment, you know this.

morning kisses wake me up to you.
I'm so in love want to be your fool.
console my heart in the dark
all I see is your heart in my heart.

Is loneliness suppose to hurt this much,
fool me until I am no more,
I love you so much and it hurts
because I do want more

my anger fills the night
but countered by love
in your arms I feel so alive
morning kisses wake me up
all I want is to be with you.

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -27-

Confused and In Love With You
by: Lowanla (me)

We've said our hello's
we've cried our goodbyes
we ran into each others arms
restarting the heart that lives
to beat, die, beat, die, beat

Sometimes when you can't keep running
and you have no place to hide
sometime's you got to make your stand
sometimes you got to fight

Who said I was unhappy here
sometimes I get so down
but I got all the love in the world
even if I don't have guys chasing
me around the town

You said "I'm done" today
when I said something wrong
I don't understand are you leaving me?
Or was it frustration held in too long
cause you are back holding me
like you didn't say anything..

I'll try to understand, I'll try to be good
I don't know how to live, but neither do you
so why judge me, I'm trying so hard
to love you, the way you want.

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -28-

Certainly Lost In Love
by: Lowanla (me)

I'm certain about a lot of things
I know the difference between
good and evil, dark and light,
but when it all comes down
to you my love
I'm not so certain
about wrong or right

Lead me through the night
lit by tiny candle light
love, he is in my sight

Hold me in your arms,
I want to be lost, in love
that I am most certain,
if that meant I could
always be with you
I am certain
the choice would
always be you

In life I have been certain about
a lot of things both old and new,
but I have never been more certain,
about love,
I have never been more certain,
then I have about you.

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -29-

Love Becomes Judgement
By: Lowanla (me)

You led me there to slowly die;
There I stood in the dead land,
so barren, cracked, and dry.

Placed my sword to my hand;
You fell upon your knees.
glimpsing up to the shadow,
that was almost covered by the sun;
The sun that shines brightly, and beats down
burning the mask off your face.

This is how you devised and schemed:

One swing that could end everything,
then you would be free.
Yet it would not change a thing;
You would still end up alone and lonely.
The truth about you is, that you don't want
to lose everything.
This is all you could think of, your only hope.

"No, I cannot do it. There
is always another way. This
is not the way."

My word is my sword, and it is powerful.
Even though you destroyed me;
I can't destroy you, I love you.

Even though the sun shines the truth upon you;
I could only say the opposite of my anger.

"If you never held me, if you never loved me
if you let me go right away.
Then I would have never believed you.

There is always a way to get through.
Even though the world, she is cruel.
You don't have to face her alone.

Falling to my knees arms around you.

My tears begin to drown you,
"I do! I do!
I have always, loved you.
I can't bring myself to hurt you.
I love you."

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -30-

You're My Medicine
by: Lowanla (me)

Don't ever stop
you're my medicine
to cure this broken heart of despair
Fade not nor wither to dust
for I should surely die without you
I would not last a single day
I would that you would have everything
from me ask anything you dream
that would keep you going
that would make you happy
I was born broken waiting for you
you're my medicine,

love is my addiction.

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -31-

Love Only Grows
by: Lowanla (me)

The longer the wait
the more I appreciate
I accept everything
about you

even when given little,
anything becomes greater,
love never faded
it only grew more

love only grows
desiring in hunger
surviving on sweet memories
it never faded
it grew twice and greater

and I would give anything
and yes for you I would die.

In order to touch the lips of a forlorn blue sky
and drink the tears from his eyes
Love only grows

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -32-

Love Is...
by: Lowanla (me)

Love is alive.
It is a living, breathing,
flowing, and knowing entity.
It cannot be summed up by fleshly desires.
It is beyond all reason, and more than a kindling fire.

Love is knowing
when to rest, and when to keep going.
It is fully aware of consequences.
When to honor and respect what it holds dear.

Love is a promise.
It is incapable of lying.
It cannot fail. We fail. Love does not fail.
Full of mercy, full of life, love
is filled with conviction till fulfilled.

Love is belief.
Beyond knowledge, feeling, sight, nightmare, and dreams.
It is full of so much childlike trust, and believes everything.
It is not as dead as an idol for it carries no worldly forms, it has its own.
There is no death, and no end to love.
Only life comes from it.

Love is living.
It is knowing why we live for a reason, and a purpose.
Seeing only that reason. Love keeps us going, it
keeps us strong. It holds us, so we aren't alone all along.
It is not selfish because it is not afraid.
It gives us strength and keeps us brave.
Love gives up itself for love, so love will live.

Love is Faith.
Believing in what you cannot see.
Trusting with a dying heart of flesh.
to my very end.
When the world comes down on me,
and death seeks to stop the heartbeat.

Love is more powerful than death.
For death is limited to its own resources of hate.

But love...
there is so much life, and joy to celebrate.
It all begins with the touch of love.

so even though in my flesh I am discouraged, and disheartened.
My love for you has never died in me.

For love lives not in my flesh,
but in my spirit,
and my spirit is forever.

Therefore the love I have for you will never
die in me.

So yes...I do believe you,
when you say you love me.

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -33-

Valentine's Song In Progress
by: Lowanla (me)

I like seeing you, looking at you,
I love hearing you, hearing from you,
I like being with you, held by you
I am very grateful, appreciate you
for everything you do.
I know you do your best
sometimes you feel unappreciated,
but I do, I appreciate you.
In fact I love everything creative
that comes from you. It's the best to me.

Maybe you stayed in the dark too long
to see the beautiful part of the world.
I enjoy your company, that is the beauty.
If you look close enough beauty is between
you and me. I am happy.
It's not too hard too see.

It's as simple as knowing

I will always need you, because I love you,
you are my dream.

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -34-

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies - Aristotle

We share one soul
by: Lowanla (me) for you

Being in love clears my mind
at the same time I've become
dizzy and drunk with it.
it makes my heart certain
it gives me strength
I don't see myself anymore
but only the person I want to be with, you.
I've become invisible and I like it
I've become love sick and I'm dying
and at the same time filled with life and joy.
My heart is broken split and half lives in you
your heart is broken split and half lives in me

I can't live without you..
anywhere you go, I'm with you
your choice is my choice too.
we share a soul me and you
I love you.

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -35-

For My Guy
by: Lowanla (me)

Every time I was wracked with suicide
you came in to save me with love
you held me until the bad feelings went away
you loved me back to life
for those small moments I felt like
I was important for once in my life

I know I don't always appreciate you
but I know that you are the reason I am still alive
I was dying anyway with pills and apathy
but you still loved me,
you burned them from me
you loved me from them

I feel you still in the cold
I don't hate you, how could I
I am just stumped on why you helped me
but you still did something for me
you loved me to life

That's why I let you hold me
when you are lonely,
because I know you love me,
but you don't think you deserve love

For what you did to help me
I think you do, thank you
but take your time with your heart
because you deserve love, so much love
please just be happy
you deserve everything you work for,

so take a breath in
and smile
if you never thought you did a good thing

always remember me
a thankful person
from the bottom of my heart.

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

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Poem -36-

V-Day
by: Lowanla (me)

I know you don't believe this love will last,
and I don't blame you, for your cynicism
You did this just for one last exciting
fling at life, a diamond in hell's memory.

So I won't lie to you,
I know it could end any day,
but what want to know is,
if you know it will
why waste another second

I know that you are hesitant
to see it wither away
but I will try to love you with everything
I have,
until you can't take anymore
and finally throw me entirely away.

I understand, you won't be with me
because you can't be with me,
but I love you
even if you never believe me.
So I will give all I can

Because I want to leave a mark on your heart
a diamond to shine bright in your Hell...

I love you

-end-

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

You Are Worth It All...
Never a waste of my time,
Never a waste of my life,
I would do it all over again,
I would die all over again,
because, you are worth everything,
That is how much I Love you.

I Love you..
- Be My Valentine

Poem and Song
-List-

1. If Love Should Die
2. It Hurts
3. Love Times A Thousand
4. Until my single last breath
5. The Long Awaited (a comedy - poem)
6. I am truly Happy
7. Floating
8. Take It All Away
9. A Can of Happiness
10. The Saint (The Devil Is A Saint)
11. Learning To Love
12. The Storm
13. Picnic In Space
14. She Stirs Inside
15. Slaying Hearts
16. Horror Story
17. For the Rest of My Life
18. Flowery Kisses of Love
19. One More Love Song
20. Love Is An Island
21. If You Love Me
22. Once Upon A Broken Castle
23. Valentine, Sweet Valentine
24. Kissing The Scars
25. The Colorless Entity
26. Morning Kisses
27. Confused and In Love With You
28. Certainly Lost In Love
29. Love Becomes Judgement
30. You're My Medicine
31. Love Only Grows
32. Love Is...
33. Valentine's Song In Progress
34. We share one soul
35. For My Guy
36. V-Day

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

I hope you can read this...

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

My thoughts on past lives...
Truthfully I don't believe in them, I believe we are given one life to live
and that is it. I wanted to humor you though. You were so persistent
about who you think I am. Either way...I still fell in love with you.

I realize I trampled you with my words this same way...This is exactly
what I want to say to you.

quote from the movie "Fireproof".

"I am sorry. I have been so selfish. For the past seven years, I have trampled on you with my words and with my actions. I have loved other things, when I should have loved you. In the last few weeks, God has given me a love for you that I have never had before. And I have asked Him to forgive me. And I am hoping, I am praying, that somehow you would be able to forgive me too. Catherine, I do not want to live the rest of my life without you"

. - Quote from Caleb Holt From the Movie Fireproof

Wolf · Feb 12, 2013

I am sorry for sounding arrogant with what I said there.
I don't mean to give you any disrespect.

Why I say that about past lives is just because that is what
I was taught growing up as a Christian. You see my whole life has revolved around this belief since
I was a child, so it is a very strong belief in me. There was so many real and supernatural
Things that had happened to me too. God has revealed himself to me, there can be no denying
that he is real to me.

However there's also no denying my dreams or the fact that I described her Exactly like you said Before you said it.
I wish I could be Her for you. Then again who said I wouldn't. If I have to I would do it for you, And only you.

I love you that much.

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