Lovesong Poetry

why treason
by: Lowanla (me)

Is it my fault?
I am to blame for everything,
What must I do to stop it.
Tell me what to do,
How can I help you,
Tell me what I have to give,
just so you will live.
Stop torturing my heart,
I don't want this for you,
I'll be whatever they want me
to be. I will pay for
everything. Please don't
leave me...

​

Aequitas
by: Lowanla (me)


You are ashamed of me.
You don't care for me.
You were only using me..
You never saw a future with me..
You always let all of them say,
hurtful, and crushing things
that would hurt me..
You never defended me.
You say crushing things
that you know would kill me.
You make me feel worthless.
You stole from me.
You destroyed my dreams, again.
You don't think I'm good enough
to be with, you agree with them.
You never held my hand...
You never gave me a chance.
You are the most selfish person
in the world. You are manipulative,
and evil. They made you too look
like you were some kind of god,
but you are not, just a monster.
who uses love as a gimmick.
you never loved me..

They say the truth will set you free,
then let the truth be my key.

I want to be free,
I wish you would let go of me.
I don't want you in my life anymore.
I went so far, because I thought
that you would one day be
brave enough to be with me..
I was just so stupid to believe..

just recently,
I found someone else,
who buys me flowers,
who takes me on long walks,
who holds me in their arms.
Who treats me like a princess..
I know this sounds weird,
but he even bought me a ring.
Even had my first kiss,
it was beautiful, the most wonderful.
I've never been treated so
good in my life...
I have NEVER been happier.

I think I found the one,
the man of my dreams..

so this is where it ends.
I'll leave you to be a god
over all of them. That
is what you really wanted...
You picked them over me.

I guess this is justice.
I don't even feel bad anymore.
...I just feel...

free..​

Connor: "Now you will receive us." Murphy: "We do not ask for your poor, or your hungry." Connor: "We do not want your tired and sick." Murphy: "It is your corrupt we claim." Connor: "It is your evil that will be sought by us." Murphy: "With every breath, we shall hunt them down." Connor: "Each day we will spill their blood, 'til it rains down from the skies."

Murphy: "Do not kill. Do not rape. Do not steal. These are principles which every man of every faith can embrace."

Connor: "These are not polite suggestions, these are codes of behavior, and those of you that ignore them will pay the dearest cost." Murphy: "There are varying degrees of evil. We urge you lesser forms of filth, not to push the bounds and cross over, in to true corruption, into our domain." Connor: "For if you do, one day you will look behind you and you will see we three, and on that day you will reap it." Murphy:

"And we will send you to whatever god you wish..."

And shepherds we shall be, for thee my Lord for thee,
power hath descended forth from thy hand,
that our feet may swiftly carry out thy command.
We shall flow a river forth to thee,
and teeming with souls shall it ever be.
In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti.

- Boondock Saints​

Sword of Light
by: Lowanla (me)

who is the sad woman you held,
I seen her in your arms,
her tears stream from her face,
for these were her last days
another skeleton for the cellar
of his mind.
So comfortable there,
without a care.
No one would ever know...
poor lost trembling soul,

because evil worships and protects its own,
and filth covers all with darkness.
Every night he would lean against
the edge at a world so unfair.
without a care in a prison.
Until the sunlight like a sword shone in,
revealing every sin.
piercing through his skin,
burning him to ash.
justice here at last.

No darkness shall go unseen,
justice comes for all
all in good time.​

Are you even guilty?
by: Lowanla (me)

Are you guilty
for every soul you killed
for every scream you felt
is that why you are inflamed
are you even guilty?
With that disgusting smile upon your face
looking up at the sun in your disgrace
Are you even guilty?
When my sword is pointed at your back
on your knees.
Are you even guilty?
When the light is shining revealing everything.
I can't stand the sight of you,
pure evil, I'm glad I'm not with you.
I'm so disgusted at you...
Are you even guilty?
I no longer love you.
Are you even guilty?

[video=youtube_share;laJ61qd4HpU]http://youtu.be/laJ61qd4HpU[/video]​

Ten Bullet
by: Lowanla (me)

Leaning against the edge,
he would fall within one more step.
I was loading the gun filled with scriptures
pointed at the back of the devils head.
To spare the souls of the world,
of the continuing wicked ways..

bullet one click, bang,
Thou shall have no other gods before me...
bullet two click bang, Thou shall not make unto thee
any graven image..
bullet three click, bang,
Thou shall not take the name
of the Lord thy God in vain...
bullet four click, bang,
Remember the Sabbath Day to
keep it Holy...
bullet five click bang,
Honor Thy Father, and
Thy mother...
Bullet six click, bang,
Thou Shall Not Kill...
Bullet seven click, bang,
Thou shall not commit adultery..
Bullet Eight click, bang,
Thou shall not steal...
Bullet Nine click, bang,
Thou shall not bear
false witness against
thy neighbor...
Bullet ten, click bang,
thou shall not covet...

God was never dead,
God was never blind...
God was never deaf...
Hear his sound,
the cracking thunder,
boom, and roar
that echoes,
the mighty power of God,
all in good time...
-the end-​

Katrina
By: Lowanla (me)

What did you do with
Katrina? What did you
do with my best friend?
You took her name,
you destroyed her didn't you,
and used her as a mask just to
talk to me, so you could
get your way.

What did you do to my
friend..? Now I will never
see her again.
What is wrong with you?
Why are you so sick, twisted, and
evil? ...you don't even
know what you are..
do you?​

Six Bullet/Commandment
by: Lowanla (me)

Do what you want..
The time doesn't matter.
Everything is already set in stone.
There are no surprises.
There is no future for the devil...
Just the lake of fire.
They are just going to throw you away..
You want to know what I love most
about your people..?
They devour each other,
nobody has worth, there is no trust,
everybody is afraid of their sins being revealed.
Nobody wants to face their own truth.
Everything you do is competition.
There is no mercy, no compassion, nor love.
There is nothing worth believing in
anymore, there really is no hope..
I'm not going to come see you...
I don't have to witness anything about you,
So go ahead and fall, I don't care,
you are not worth my time.
It would only be a waste of my time...
I've got better things to do.​

Veritas
by: Lowanla (me)

If people knew the truth
about you, I don't think
anyone would want to
be anywhere near you.
You can't touch something
without killing it. Sort of
like Rogue on the xmen,
except coming from
a guy. You can't love anything,
or anyone, without sucking the life from them.
Or even ruining their lives, sorta like
how you did mine.
I have someone now, his name is james,
I call him, jimmy..
He is someone I can actually see,
I can actually touch, someone
that constantly shows how much
they appreciate me...and I want
to be faithful to this guy...
He has actually met my parents,
who by the way, love him and accept him.
So it doesn't really look good for me,
when you creep around in your cowardly ways,
trying to revive something that was never
going to happen anyway.
You're a coward, and a freak.
I long for the day I can no longer feel you,
and when I don't feel you, I smile in such relief,
because I know, you finally let go, and are just gone.
With the way you are going sneaking about,
I don't think you will ever find someone
who is truly going to love you for you.
It is too late for us.
I tried, I gave you a whole year,
just give up, I don't love you anymore.​