Midnight Confessions

Confession? Uuhhh, I confess, I have nothing to confess. Unless finally filing
for divorce after almost thirty-one years of separation counts

I have a confession... I am fighting to hold on to hope that I will one day be proud of myself, feel that I am worth it, and trust others with my heart.

I was not serious but that was over 4 1/2 years ago when I wrote the OP. I am still an addict but now I am serious about quitting. I will consider that fasting idea you had. I can say to myself, "I am still an addict but I chose not to smoke, today" and leave it at that. Take each day one day at a time. It's not like I am quitting as I still have the option whether to have a smoke fast the next day but during the fast day no smoking. Yeah, I am going to ponder that. Thank you for your contribution.

I have a confession... I am fighting to hold on to hope that I will one day be proud of myself, feel that I am worth it, and trust others with my heart.

I have a confession to make, I don’t believe in Santa. There it’s out! Lol.

Wow! You've got bigger problems then I imagined!! 😋

I have a confession to make, I don’t believe in Santa. There it’s out! Lol.

Wow! You've got bigger problems then I imagined!! 😋

...and yet she was on Santa's 'nice' list.

Based on your other post where you invited people to come to you for help, I know that you already have much to be proud of. I am proud of you for reaching out like that and offering to counsel and comfort strangers. That takes a lot of courage and love.

It's ok, Miri--you'll have a chance to redeem yourself in a couple of months.

So, just out of curiosity, how do you feel about the Easter Bunny...

If it’s a chocolate bunny, I believe!

Better late than never and this may help bring closure to this chapter of your life. Truthfully, the marriage, for all practical and spiritual purposes probably ended 31 years ago. I think that my older brother was separated for at least 10 years before his X finally filed for divorce.

My divorce in my first marriage was filed in March 1984 and finalized July 1984. My X was the one that blindsided me by filing. I was somewhat devastated, distraught, and disillusioned. A year later I realized what a blessing it was to be out of that horrible marriage. Got married Jan 14, 1978 and divorced Jul 12, 1984. I remained single and celibate (after a brief period of dating) for the next 18 years until I remarried my late second wife in 2002 who died in Feb 2014.

My second wife was a wonderful caring person but she was in declining health when we married. I knew that going in and was still willing to support her and take care of her. Those were the hardest 11 years of my life but I have no regrets as God sent me to her so that she could have someone in her life that actually loved her and was totally committed as a husband.

Hi peeps I live in New Zealand and this is my first chat room ever. Not sure how to start but look forward to making friends from around the world.

Hi peeps I live in New Zealand and this is my first chat room ever. Not sure how to start but look forward to making friends from around the world.

You sound like a lovely person. Lord bless your heart.

Hi peeps I live in New Zealand and this is my first chat room ever. Not sure how to start but look forward to making friends from around the world.