I have to admit, we are not really doing as well as I think We are.
I have fallen back into the pitfall of sorrow and numbness, m-ion as a way to avoid the pain.and of course split personalitys don't help. it feels every few weeks, but could be every night, but we don't know. I'm so lost.
"Know that I should relax, hate the way I react
Thinking that I'm good, but you know I'm 'bout to relapse
I don't remember 'cause all that we do
Is go backwards but that's what you get
When you live in the past
And I know we breathing but we not alive
Really, is this the way we wanna die?
'Til you got everything bottled inside
If only they knew what goes on in our minds