I am at my breaking point idk how much i can take :((((

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ocd and just everything :((( scared about school, marriage hubby will treat me right, ocd intrusive thoughts against God and every thing idk its just tooooooooo muchhhhhhhhhhh
 
Oh hun! I understand. I know what it's like to be scared. I know what it's like to question things. I feel for you.

Would you please elaborate more on the "intrusive thoughts against God"? I'm not asking to judge, only asking to see where you're coming from. =)
 
just blasphemy thoughts bad ones I will not say what they are just baddddddd wish i can jump out of my mind
 
I struggle with similar thoughts I struggle with anxiety you need a plan of attack a strategy for one I know how you feel with ocd n stuff your thinking too much we woman think too much some of us anyway men are more doers. My suggestion you got to praise God when you don't feel like it bible readingclike that too get help tell strong Christians exactly what's going on in head what are the demons saying. Pray about the right doctor right meds God lead mum and I to increase my dosage like u I had one night where it was all too much honey lol OK gal has been there too we all have were we can't move on recognise what and discern what the lord is doingvin your life maybe started keeping a positive diary ofvprayers answered praise songs and talk to God about your day but focus on him That was cool when joesy did that with the cat God i really liked that you did that but at the moment your highly stressed God can deliver us from demons and heal our hear ts and minds while were on medication . you've really got to be careful who you listen to on CC some of them steer clear! There's a good bunch here they're friendly

So stressed out fearful - praise uplifting music on and really stop thinking at rimes allow the Holy Spirit to bring peace to you comfort and rest. Build your relationship with God
This was much wisdom advice I was given lord taught as a melancholy introvert a natural thinker and repenting still asking my loving Father tovtake all my fears and junk out to have times where I'm not thinking or praying to God with my thoughts.

For the next three weeks have a routine like : praise music on some time, maybe relax in a bath women love baths ;) and combat and work on your mind being renewed and we got to remember worship is a must a life for us as believers . have this plan write it down if u want ur speaking with someone who is going through similar and has been .

Once you've talked with particularly praying Christians, feel more encouraged maybe consider a part time job? I don't know you your family and God know whats best for you. I applying for one at the moment that's part time whatever you do just don't get one or more work right you've got to heal andcrecover for a while maybe even a month.

Let me / others how you get on. But can't stress enough positive praise destress baths walks and focus on that mind that is too alert rest give yourself some love and TLC. God bless hugs sis from NZ ruth
 
I don't know if my words would help you...I am not really good in expressing myself in words... But let me give you a hug an older sister's hug... I want you to know that even if I can't be there with u I always remember you in my prayers... We just prayed for you.

And sis I pray that you will going to find someone in your place someone helpful and non-judgemental ,kind and compassionate person a godly person that you can talk to...

Seeing you today makes me happy because Even though you are dealing those thoughts you inspired me today you are such a warm lady :)

God bless you!
 
ocd and just everything :((( scared about school, marriage hubby will treat me right, ocd intrusive thoughts against God and every thing idk its just tooooooooo muchhhhhhhhhhh

Sounds as if life is starting to drag you down. I will say a prayer for God to deliver you for these intrusive thoughts and to alleviate the fear inside of you.
 
ocd and just everything :((( scared about school, marriage hubby will treat me right, ocd intrusive thoughts against God and every thing idk its just tooooooooo muchhhhhhhhhhh

I have OCD too, and it is dark and scary and consuming. Please email me if you want, i will be glad to pray for you or talk with you. Don't worry about the OCD thoughts against God, I had these in the past and they healed. Don't give up. Here's a friend in case you need one. Hugs dear God bless you
 
your amazzing sister thank you for writing me ohh man just off and on ughh just in torment idk :(

Take time to break things down. Don't feel like it all has to be done and answered today. I sit and watch a funny movie or show when my wheels start spinning to fast. I also sometimes put on classical music. With no words it is very calming believe it or not. We live in a world of uncertainty and everyone is in a hurry to go nowhere. Stop and smell the roses. Enjoy a nice walk in a park. Take time to unwind and rest.do you know sleep deprivation is a major cause of anxiety. Along with to much screen time. Meaning t.v computer. Etc. I try to turn everything off at night and listen to my classical music before bed..
 
P.s. do you know that it is people who are very intelligent that have ths happen most. True fact. God gave you both the smarts and the coping skills you just have to harness them. Don't give up on God. I get mad at God to but I know he loves me even when I am not so nice and yelling at him. He knows I suffer with major pain issues so I am sure he understands my ugliness. Watch videos on YouTube on how to sooth anxiety.also see a Dr. If need be. Plenty of natural things you can take to help with sleep etc. Try taking a vitamin supplement. B12 one a day and magniseum.
 
Lord we pray let you come, and help jesussavesbro7, yes Lord please bless jesussavesbro7, and let you be praised, in Jesus righteous name, Amen!
 
just blasphemy thoughts bad ones I will not say what they are just baddddddd wish i can jump out of my mind

Oh yes. That enemy of ours likes to put ugly thoughts in our heads. I too have had not so pleasant thoughts go through my head. They sometimes still try to come in. Matter of fact they are down right evil thoughts against God. I immediately take those thoughts captive and say, "No! You have no place in my thoughts. Get out, in the name of Jesus." Then I purposely turn my thoughts towards God and just start loving Him, praising Him, and thanking Him.

By doing this, I'm putting these verses into action:

2 Corinthians 10:5, Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ.

James 4:7, Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.

Phil 4:8, Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things.

If you've never done this, it will be a struggle at first. However, the more you put this into practice, the easier it will become and the fewer times this will happen. When the enemy sees that he can no longer bring you down this way, he'll stop.

Now I'm speaking to you assuming that you know Jesus as your Savior. Only if you have accepted Jesus as your Savior, then you have God's Spirit living in you, then will the scriptures have power in your life. If you've not believed in your heart that Jesus died and rose again and confessed with your mouth that He is Lord, then I invite you to do so now. For Jesus said, in John 5:24, "Very truly I tell you, whoever hears My word and believes Him Who sent Me has eternal life and will not be judged but has crossed over from death to life."

After accepting Jesus into your life can God start working in your life, if you allow Him. The way you allow God to work in your life is to put Matt 6:33 into practice. "But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well". You seek Him by spending time in God's word (the Bible), praying, and worshiping Him - daily. It doesn't have to be a long time. Start out by doing at least 5mins a day. Then you'll start to recognize His voice speaking to you in your heart and spirit. Then will you start to see a difference in your life.

I'm not sharing this with you to say, you must do this! I'm sharing this with you because I too have struggled. However, I have put the above into practice. So, now I can come to you and say, What God said He will do in His word, He will do. Matter of fact, it brings Him pleasure to do a good work in you and to make sure His word is fulfilled. (Phil 2:13 & Isa 55:11) =) <3