Tearose, I understand as I knew the same feeling of unworthyness, broken,no love.
It was when I called out to God, asking why these things happened, why did you allow this, why can I not know perfect love?
I was part angry at God, and in forgiving Him I recieved healing.
But still, there was a place in me so damaged, that it was beyond repair.
I asked Jesus how can you heal that which is so broken, that there is nothing left?
Jesus sad I do not heal it, I remove it.
Then replace it with my perfect presance, filling and bring that which is new.
Jesus will replace the broken, and replace it for you.
Then , the love you thought would never be, will fill you, overflowing!
You will be dazzled, and see all sorrow turn to dancing, joy!
Keep looking to Jesus, He is closer than you know.
In Jesus, God bless.
pickles