Im not too smart.....she'll have to decide and I know it wont be me.... She knows this I know i'll have to leave her in the end but I'm going to at least have a gf for at least one valentines day in my life.
Hi Monnkai!
Do you often said it way?
Do you think being smart (or whatever thing) is a most to keep one woman happy?
As I read this: "she'll have to decide and I know it wont be me" I see a man beat (and lost)
without fighting and, let´s suppose she read it now, what would she think about you?
I´m not the person to tell you: "Give yourself a chance"... I´m afraid you saw her as an idol, something too big for you... Is she really that big? If so, you chose wrongly.
May I see you need to know yourself better? You probably have much more than you think to offer a woman who loves you the way you really are but, that way I read on this post I´m commenting will discourage even your best friends...
Whatever your problems are, my friend, should be sort out in your mind, 1st. But I think you lacked NOTHING to be loved, except
you are not loving yourself.
I´m probably wrong, but that´s what I´m reading here.
I beg you don´t get me misunderstood (because I´m probably misunderstanding what I´m reading here)