Sis,
you are sounding like a 'caffiene' addict, and I am NOT critizising you, but you MUST realize
that this is a DRUG that stresses and 'over-loads' the hearts normal capacity and all of the organs,
to an un-natural extent = nother words, u are walking to a different drum that the one that
God gave to us...
just a share:
we have a very good friend and his wife for many a year, and their daily habit is to 'wake-up',
and have the coffee pot on until they go to bed...
they are 'both in very ill health' -regularly going to their doctors for 'meds'...
they drink some form of caffeine from morning till night = hub now has a 'hole' in his heart'!!!
and neither one of them will acknowledge what their doctor has told them and they continue
in their addiction because this is their 'bingkee'??? = WHAT??" =
they won't listen to us, much his or her doctor, thus we have to sit by and 'watch' their demist',.,
this is what the Bible informs us of, that we will have to grieve, but God will give us the strength
to bear it...