Actually, the kingdom of God does not come with observation as you are seeking; it is within you, Christ in you. If you do not believe him then that is your own understanding, not His. And yes I know you very well, you have told us who you are, it comes out from you just as I have told you who I am.
You are seeking Christ to return and we in Christ He has come. It isn’t a matter if He will or wont, it is a matter of you receiving His coming and it is that which you have made your way better than His way. His way is He will come to you, make His abode in you, sup with you and be one with Him, He in you and you in Him as one. Your doctrine is He is not come, His doctrine is He is waiting on you to receive His coming. The way of God is Christ in you same as He was in Jesus, John 17.
And works has nothing to do with Christ be in you, if ones deed is in Christ he cannot fail, the only way you fail in deed is if you are without the Christ. If you cant comprehend that then I would take a second look at what it is to be righteous!
And it isn’t a matter of getting to heaven it is a matter of heaven being opened to you just as it was opened in Jesus in Matt 3:16. For you heaven is a pipe dream and a place you may or may not get to someday instead of walking in it today. It really does not come with observation and it really is within you just as Jesus said it is in Luke 17:20-21. By the way, midst, mid, in the middle, in the middle of YOU. Seek His kingdom instead of your own and you just might see that heaven is not what you thought it to be. You are it my friend.
And as for you putting words in my mouth -- I do not think I can be glorified by deed -- works -- I know I cant, The only way I am glorified is Christ in me, walk as He walks, have the same Spirit in me who was in Christ Jesus, have the mind of Christ, be anointed of Gods Spirit, He in me and In Him as one, pick up that cross and continue where he left off. In Him is no sin at all, it is outside Him that YOU are a sinner.
Knowing these things? … well… lets just say it takes a little more than saying you are Christian. A Christian is Christlike, has what Jesus had.
Gosh, I wonder what Jesus would have said if he really wanted us to have what he had and be like Him?