amen , you like every Christian male have your own new relationship with God based on your own faith believing or rejecting the gospel Christ is now as a husband to whom you owe your loyalty
after all I think it was Mary’s loyalty and love for Jesus that made her the first disciple to preach the good news of the resurrection of Jesus our Lord
look at the rewards of dedication from Mary’s heart , it sort of dies away with the importance of her gender and she received first something the men would believe later having left first their gender didn’t offer revelation but Mary’s love for Jesus sure did
“Then the disciples went away again unto their own home. But Mary stood without at the sepulchre weeping: and as she wept, she stooped down, and looked into the sepulchre, And seeth two angels in white sitting, the one at the head, and the other at the feet, where the body of Jesus had lain.
And they say unto her, Woman, why weepest thou? She saith unto them, Because they have taken away my Lord, and I know not where they have laid him.
And when she had thus said, she turned herself back, and saw Jesus standing, and knew not that it was Jesus. Jesus saith unto her, Woman, why weepest thou? whom seekest thou? She, supposing him to be the gardener, saith unto him, Sir, if thou have borne him hence, tell me where thou hast laid him, and I will take him away.
Jesus saith unto her, Mary. She turned herself, and saith unto him, Rabboni; which is to say, Master. Jesus saith unto her, Touch me not; for I am not yet ascended to my Father: but go to my brethren, and say unto them, I ascend unto my Father, and your Father; and to my God, and your God.
Mary Magdalene came and told the disciples that she had seen the Lord, and that he had spoken these things unto her.”
John 20:10-18
Mary a woman was loyal to Jesus because she dearly loved him , he had forgiven her of her many sins and cleansed her demons and saved her teaching her the truth of God granting repentance to her he loved her first when she was lost .
even John had departed and Mary was left alone with the lord like the adulterous woman was in chapter 8 she saw and heard from two heavenly beings , spoke to them , saw and heard from Jesus , then heard him call her name and recognized what had happened it was her lord for whom she wept and Mary then is given the very first commission to speak Jesus word to the brethren
in another account lol we acrually
Learn that the men had missed out on the truth because they didn’t believe “ some of the women who told them of the risen lord “ 😅
Christ means that gender is like being a Jew or gentile it’s importance recedes as the flesh recedes and faith fills the void in us until we see this way
“For as many of you as have been baptized into Christ have put on Christ. There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female: for ye are all one in Christ Jesus. And if ye be Christ's, then are ye Abraham's seed, and heirs according to the promise.”
Galatians 3:27-29 KJV
I would hate to miss a word God have someone just based on the flesh appearance of male or female is rather look at thier faith in the lord