Sorry,I have no idea what you are saying,when you say “I am so up on Calvin’s theology “
I have never heard of him,I had to look him up.
All that I have learnt is from scripture,being led through it by the Holy Spirit,I must rely on Him solely.
I have stopped blathering,trying to understand in my own strength......I can’t,therefore I must wait on God....then I will speak,what he is telling me to say or quote His word.
That is what I believe he has shown me.
Also,I am never ever to deny how I was saved....God chose,drew and saved me,I did nada/ zero.....my revelation was very personal,in fact it was perfect,but then it would be.
It Came From God.......