Hizikyah, truly you are baruk of ha'Mashiah, and show the zeal of seeking after His face.
I do not feel worthy but I do want to follow the Lamb of YHWH with all my strength. When I began to really know Yah I had such a great comfort, it was amazing. I had been "saved" for more than 10 years, but it was not until I really grabbed hold of what He was trying to show me that I actually began to know Him and that is when the greatest comfort I have ever know came upon me, as opposed to "knowing" a version of Him that was created for me by the world....
And I can honestly say the same to you, "truly you are baruk of ha'Mashiah, and show the zeal of seeking after His face" because while I dont know you I can say it seems quite obvious that you seek truth over anything else. A love for the truth!
may YHWH strengthen us and guide us to His will!
2 Timothy 4:3-4, "For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine; but after their own lusts they will heap to themselves teachers, who will tickle their ears. And they will turn away their ears from the truth, and will be turned to fables."
Many don't love Yahweh enough to diligently seek His truth and choose to let their pastor tell them about Yah:
Isayah 66:17, "They who sanctify themselves, and purify themselves in the gardens, following after the one in the center of those who eat swine's flesh, that which is offered to gods and the rodent--will be consumed together: says Yahweh."
They love their tradition more than truth:
Mattithyah 15:3, "But He answered, and said to them: And why do you transgress the Laws of Yahweh by your traditions?"
2 Thessalonians 2:10-11, "And with all deceivableness of sin in those who are perishing, because they did not receive the love of the truth, that they might be saved. And for this reason, Yahweh will send them strong delusion, that they would believe the deception."
Romans 1:20, "For since the creation of the world, the invisible things of Him are clearly seen--His eternal, power and holiness- -being understood by the things that are written; so that they are without excuse."
Hosheyah 4:6, "My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge. Because you have rejected knowledge, I will also reject you, that you will be no priest to Me. Because you have forgotten the Law of Yahweh, I will also forget your children."