seems my story got misread along the way somewhere. so I will start only asking one question at a time.
does God allow for divorce for abuse? and he says I committed adultery. but that was after I left the house. in my own home. I have asked for forgiveness of my sin. I still see this Guy but told him no sex til.my divorce is final in August. the abuse came before the adulty. he keeps telling me I can't leave him. in God's eyes we are married. please help me sort this out
This situation is beyond my understanding, mrspickles, I wish I could say more, I think, anariel says things well in her latest post and she speaks from a woman's perspective , while, I speak, of course, from a man's . There is going to be a difference, a bias, quite likely, a conflicting answer for you, based solely on that fact.
Guys on this forum, especially now that you've opened up you did commit adultery, will side with the husband, some, now. while, girls, I think most of the ladies will side with the wife, that's you, mrspickles
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So, that's a true facet of fact there, like it or not, guys will gravitate toward their gender and women, their's.
Here is what I see, and, I did not want to say it before I knew for sure you'd committed adultery. You've both made mistakes in God's eyes, but, also, Romans 8:1 speaks this truth, "there is no condemnation for those who belong to Christ Jesus." You both belong, so, this is not about losing your salvation, or, being 'condemned,' which is a far harsher word than 'judged.'
And, we are judged for our actions, but God, ultimately, is who judges us and He can use others, like God used Nathan to let David know of David's sin in killing Uriah. But, Nathan, too, was a prophet for David, who told David his child in Bathsheba's womb (from adultery) would die. So, maybe, David is not the best exampled of our being judged by others. God does say this in Romans 7:1. :Judge not and you will be not judged." Luke 6:37 is the same, Jesus speaking to The Twelve, I believe. Anyway, yes, it is Jesus speaking
But, yeah, what I was saying before I so rudely interrupted myself is that you are equally UNyoked now in having done things, as God says not one sin is worse than another. Adultery=abused. I know, you are probably thinking I am flipping off the 'green' end. But, the Lord leads these words, I hope and pray, and, by YOUR having committed adultery and YOUR husband having disciplined you by force, yes, it's abuse what's been described,k there is, odd as it may seem, a balance, there is equal 'abuse' to the marriage. Adultery is 'abuse' to your husband, too. Like it or not, it IS, milady, mrspickles.
So, you both sinned, and, sin is sin is sin, some sin carries worse repercussions, and, God is to mete out that punishment for our sins, and, we ALL sin and fall short of the glory of God and God laces our punishment, ALWAYS, with grace and mercy.
So, you both can go to a Christian counselor and be able to ask for forgiveness for something, it's not one person having been 'bad,' so to speak. This works in your BOTH's favor , I think, God can work through anything but the fact you both abused each other lends help to your healing process, that is, IF both can call on God for strength to forgive the other
But, to answer your one question. I would say this, with all the information I know. Adultery is abuse. Divorce hurts the kids the most, usually, something to think about, but, again, the Lord will provide and IF you can't come to a point of giving God a chance through writing husband a letter in 'Love' asking why he treated you like he did for so many years, and, also going to see a Christian counselor by yourself, at first, and, I think, then, will come the time with your husband, both these 'times' with counselor will offer healing, as He leads you and you follow Him. ,
But, yeah, despite whatever decision you make, to try to give your husband a chance since he SAYS he's changed, then do NOT go back to the house, but DO write him a letter that explains what was said above.
God? He still Loves you no matter what decision you make, and, that will not change, ever. You are with Him, you are His sheep and he cares for his sheep, just don't leave that pasture with another sheep and a man enticing you to adultery NOW is not a man you should be with, now or, I say, ever
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