I’m at a loss. The hurt is fresh and I’m just looking for some kind words. I plan on talking to my pastor tomorrow but if I can’t let out alittle bit of my feelings I’ll go crazy. I can’t talk to my wife or friend because that is where the hurt is coming from. My wife and a person I thought was my best friend have been seeing each other for 9 months. I feel so alone and hurt. My wife and I have three kids and she tells me she loves him. This isn’t the first time this has happened. In the 9 years of marriage she has cheated I know of 5 times. I forgive and have tried to work on our marriage. God I’ve tried. I just don’t know what to do.