I sorta get really depresed when I think of my progression into adulthood. I think that I'm doing well, becoming more mature, then reality hits and I realize I'm still in the same place. Still naive, still entitled, still spoiled.
i know that it's different timing for everyone, but for once I just want to feel what it's like to make solid decisions I can be proud of. That my parents won't look at and think "what are we gonna do with her?"