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xAlphaOmega

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Grace-Like-Rain said:
What are you feeling anxious about AlphaOmega?
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I dont know, I've always had anxiety since I can remember... I partly blame my mom for her anxious ways. Right now its worst because of finances and searching for jobs though. I dont mean to sound conceited but its like companies dont see my skill and intelligence. I view myself as very intelligent and I should be holding up a high end job but Im worried im going to be stuck at McD's or something.
 
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That does sound stressful. I have a bit of an anxious personality myself, which I also got from my mother. I do hope your career plans work out for you. Not knowing what the future holds is the hardest part, but it sounds like yours is promising!
 
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I should have exercised today...but I'll probably be going shopping later, which means walking, which means exercise....problem solved!

Also, Grace-Like-Rain has a very pretty avatar! :)
 
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I have a couple of people on facebook who post and re-post those silly "If you love God repost this and he'll do you a favor" type things.

It's annoying.

Anyone who is actually a Christian probably understands WHY that is annoying.

*sigh*
 
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Every time I order from Domino's (every 1-2 months or so), in the "Special Instructions" spot on the website, I always say, "Draw a pony on the box!"

For the first time ever, tonight's driver did so. Woot!
 
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NodMyHeadLikeYeah

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MissCris said:
I have a couple of people on facebook who post and re-post those silly "If you love God repost this and he'll do you a favor" type things.

It's annoying.

Anyone who is actually a Christian probably understands WHY that is annoying.

*sigh*
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My brothers ex wife is on my facebook and she posts 5 to 10 pictures of herself in the same position making the same face ..... daily.
To make it better in almost every single one of her posts the word grrrr is in there somewhere. Grrrr i'm board, or grrrr i wish it was 4 or grrrrrrrrrrrr grrrrr grrrrrrr

I'm starting to think she has a really low IQ.
 
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There's a customer at work who is rude to me in a passive aggressive manner. For example, he'll give the other two tellers gifts and completely ignore me. Or if I'm there and the other teller isn't, he'll say "Make sure these [gifts] get to STACEY and JUSTINA." He's done that at least three times now, bringing two things instead of three. He knows I've worked there for a while. It's been almost a year. He just doesn't like me. Apparently it took him a long time to like the other two tellers, but there's no reason to be a jerk to me in the meantime. It legitimately ticks me off, and while I feel silly for it, it still just makes me angry.

On a more positive note, purring kittens are wonderful.
 
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Today I've come to the conclusion that I don't want to marry. I don't want a husband. I've become convinced that I won't like it. It's not for me. I think it will bring out in me someone who I don't want to be. As much as I would love to have children, it just can't happen.
 
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I hope Slim's arm gets better. There are no broken bones, bites or lacerations to report. She seems to be eating and sleeping well enough. She can't clean herself after eating. She can't bury her litter mess. But having three legs isn't stopping her from venturing out into the bushes and climbing the rails. Hopefully she heals.

Hopefully that evil cat doesn't come back this way... I've never seen an animal jump a screen door like that before. It's scary and stands it's ground when prompted to leave. It seems to want fight back when opposed. No one in this household likes it. Not us, or the cats. But I have a strange suspicion that it may be Animoot's father. They both have that long white and black fur coat. Their tails are identically bushy. That cat must have seen rough days to be so defensive and violent.
 
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arwen83 said:
Today I've come to the conclusion that I don't want to marry. I don't want a husband. I've become convinced that I won't like it. It's not for me. I think it will bring out in me someone who I don't want to be. As much as I would love to have children, it just can't happen.
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Changed your mind yet?
 
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kovader.jpg

You underestimate the power of the Dark Side. If you will not fight, then you will meet your destiny.​
 
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NodMyHeadLikeYeah said:
My brothers ex wife is on my facebook and she posts 5 to 10 pictures of herself in the same position making the same face ..... daily.
To make it better in almost every single one of her posts the word grrrr is in there somewhere. Grrrr i'm board, or grrrr i wish it was 4 or grrrrrrrrrrrr grrrrr grrrrrrr

I'm starting to think she has a really low IQ.
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Maybe your should pray for her. Sounds like she has some insecurities or something. She obviously isnt happy.
 
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Misplaced keys = not making it to church on time. -_-
 
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I'm getting this out, but just ignore it, because it's partially due to a biological reason of being hyper-emotional right now (I'm legitimately jealous that males do not have their bodies turn against them emotionally and physically every month) but, two things.

One, I'm with you arwen, right now I'm not sure marriage is for me. My reasons are probably different than yours, but I understand where you're coming from. I don't know if I want to be that vulnerable with someone. I don't want to subject a man to have to deal with my scars, both my many, many ones on the outside and the ones I have on the inside. I like being by myself.

Two, and I understand totally where they are coming from, but it's easy for them to say, but my scars are NOT beautiful. They do not signify anything beautiful. They are hideous. What they signify is the absolute hatred I had for myself, my absolute lack of being smart enough to find a better outlet, my absolute sin in destroying the temple God gave me. And I'm stuck with them for life. Nothing can take them away. I wish they were inside scars. At least those you can hide, those people are more accepting of. The people who say that my scars are beautiful are the ones who have never seen them and likely don't have that kind of physical scarring themselves.

Maybe one day I'll accept them. I know that God accepts them, and loves me regardless. But He is so far above being a human, I can't expect that from anyone else. I imagine showing someone, and I imagine two reactions. One is the one I want, the other is afraid I'll get. "Oh...sheesh, yeah those ARE pretty bad..." while they dart their eyes back and forth because it's like a train wreck that they don't want to watch but they can't take their eyes from. And the other, where they just look me straight in the eye and say "Nothing has changed."

I know I'm a hypocrite, I posted a poem in the Poems forum a while back on how my scars could be made beautiful. But it's rare that I truly, 100% believe it. I want it to be less rare.

Sigh. End of my mess of a post. In about two hours when I've calmed down, I'm sure I'll regret posting this. :p
 
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I wish there was some way of taking peoples emotional pain away

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I now own a Greek- English interlinear bible :D
 
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