God has allowed something to transpire, and someone very dear to me has kind of walked out of my life for now. I was kind of physically cold and shuddery and numb earlier, but I think I'm okay now.
I know that God lets and sometimes even makes these things happen for our own good, and I know this will be good for me in the end...
I'm fully accepting of the situation, but right now I'm raw and getting jumped on with ideas that aren't mine that are trying to wriggle into my mindset and become wrong attitudes and thought patterns.
"Friends don't stay. You drag them down and they have to leave."
"This is why you wear a mask. You can't trust people."
"This is all your fault."
"This is all their fault."
I just really need your prayer right now, guys. For this potentially nasty mind war, and the situation behind it.