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Woke up this morning. I had a short break but I am going back to work. I was happy yesterday, but a little bit annoyed with a guest that wanted me to do their laundry. Four machines! And I am travelling myself today. And the family that wanted to take over Plato didn't anyway. And my best friend is buying a house all of a sudden. And I am writing three papers and trying to keep my deadline to the University and then, happy day, Seuolsearch came back.... And today is the 4th. No!! I forgot to send in the worksheets for my assistants. That means I have to call and beg and send them on paper.
I have too much to do. Too many things to remember. Too many obligations.
Should I quit CC? I prayed. No. I need this happy place and fellowship in my life! Only thing that can replace it is a soulmate. A fellowship here. In my local area. And that doesn't exist now. No. CC stays.
Work? I can't stop this job and I would be insane to quit a permanent job and the third job is really the job I have had for the longest time, and when everything else fails I will still have that.
AirBnb? No. That is blessed. And it is a safety thing. To have someone in my house. And it is a very efficient cure against loneliness.
Studies? No. They are a ticket to the job I really, really want.
So... Today I have to call, write the paper lists and humble myself. Soon the workload is less. I just keep on moving just a little bit longer. Hopefully they can be a bit understanding this time. But I know they will not.
Have a nice day. I'll take my medication and soon I am off to England. Life is good. But God is better.
I have too much to do. Too many things to remember. Too many obligations.
Should I quit CC? I prayed. No. I need this happy place and fellowship in my life! Only thing that can replace it is a soulmate. A fellowship here. In my local area. And that doesn't exist now. No. CC stays.
Work? I can't stop this job and I would be insane to quit a permanent job and the third job is really the job I have had for the longest time, and when everything else fails I will still have that.
AirBnb? No. That is blessed. And it is a safety thing. To have someone in my house. And it is a very efficient cure against loneliness.
Studies? No. They are a ticket to the job I really, really want.
So... Today I have to call, write the paper lists and humble myself. Soon the workload is less. I just keep on moving just a little bit longer. Hopefully they can be a bit understanding this time. But I know they will not.
Have a nice day. I'll take my medication and soon I am off to England. Life is good. But God is better.