I hate to say it but it's true. It's like...this job started out great. The way they presented it it's like they wanted you to stay home if you were sick, they provided things for you, they took care of you. Now it's like that magic sparkle has died and I'm just not happy.
I'll admit the job as tough but I could handle that. But then my stomach issues started reading around, and the managers said for even one sick day you had to have a doctors note. That was a red flag. Then I heard stories of one of my coworkers getting a stomach flu and instead of sending him home he spent all day puking in a trash can. And then one of the first days I was there, another coworker had no one to take her lunch perdiod, and they expected her to not have lunch at all. She said "I'm sorry but I'm not gonna pass out for them." Is that how they treat people?
Now I just have these sentences just constantly ringing in my head, "I wanna go home." "I want my mom." I don't know why. I have OCD so my head latches onto things when I am upset. And I am very upset. I cannot stop crying. I just don't want to be here anymore. I don't know if the benefits will ever be worth me being like this.
I'll admit the job as tough but I could handle that. But then my stomach issues started reading around, and the managers said for even one sick day you had to have a doctors note. That was a red flag. Then I heard stories of one of my coworkers getting a stomach flu and instead of sending him home he spent all day puking in a trash can. And then one of the first days I was there, another coworker had no one to take her lunch perdiod, and they expected her to not have lunch at all. She said "I'm sorry but I'm not gonna pass out for them." Is that how they treat people?
Now I just have these sentences just constantly ringing in my head, "I wanna go home." "I want my mom." I don't know why. I have OCD so my head latches onto things when I am upset. And I am very upset. I cannot stop crying. I just don't want to be here anymore. I don't know if the benefits will ever be worth me being like this.