Your understanding of the love of God is, at best, distorted.
I pray God blessyou with understanding and the thre eternal gifts, faith, hope and love, all adequately given you to please our Father. I pray this same for myself always, so it is not being arrogant nor lifted up in my own eyes to pray this for you......
I pray God blessyou with understanding and the thre eternal gifts, faith, hope and love, all adequately given you to please our Father. I pray this same for myself always, so it is not being arrogant nor lifted up in my own eyes to pray this for you......
Hebrews 12:6
For the Lord disciplines the one He loves, and He chastises everyone He receives as a son."
Proverbs 3:12
for the LORD disciplines those He loves, as a father the son in whom he delights.
God says, a third He will refine by fire and God's rebuke is not tongue lashing but death through pestilences (diseases), famine, sword, beasts.
One day, you'll come to understand.