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If God didn't exist, I'd rather kill myself than go through pain of life. Because of that, I won't ever kill myself because I know he exists and trying something is just way to risky. On bad times where I forget about how valuable God's love is, I fear of Hell if i kill myself and that's the...

I've been figuring out alot of things with God, and sometimes all I need to do is just talk to him about things. However, to talk things out with him it requires focus, so sometimes in talking and focusing solely on him, the world seems to fade, and in this way i feel distant from others. I know...

I feel very weird with friends socially. I’m okay with joking at times, but I don’t feel like that’s all there is to me. And the more truthful I am about myself, the less I want to joke because either I’m shy or embarrassed. I used to want a best friend I can talk to about more things, but I...

I've been very weak and foggy in my mind. Anxiety, depression, suicidal thoughts and a feeling of worthlessness. Everything feels like it's crashing down. Freshmen year I had similar feelings to this and i really thought that i'd be my end, especially since i didn't know God well. Now this...

Sometimes I just don't know if I'll be able too choose God or just stay distracted. Especially in quiet times like homework I hold on less to God compared to noisy times at school. At school, I hold closely to God and try to talk to him as much as I can while with homework I'm under constant...

Ever since a long depressed anxious time of insanity for a year or two during freshmen year, my mind has felt broken and dead, and I can't help but feel like it's carried over to now. God's easy to talk to, but with others I just feel like my mind is too broken, and sometimes I feel like it was...

Sometimes in thought, I talk to God giving him thanks and asking him for help and guidance in life. I also try to think about God at times, not talking exactly in thought but just wanting to know more about who he is. Sometimes I get worried about whether I'm thinking of God right, and I worry...

It feels so weird... I probably only pretend nothing with God, and stay with him in all my life. But with others I feel so ashamed of myself. Even when I had more emotional troubles before I knew God, when I wanted to ask a friend for help, I felt embarrassed of myself because of what others...

But sometimes I feel so happy being with God, I hug myself thinking about God and meaning to show affection towards God. Is this selfish? Sometimes people say they can hug God through hugging other people, but sometimes I can be way to passionate in a hug for God and stay for awhile hugging...

I've kept wasting away telling myself I'm not ready for God yet. I waste myself away in distraction seemingly ceaselessly until God comes to save me and tells me his truth so I can stop wasting away. I put on mental earmuffs which block out God's "I love you"'s at times and I'm fearful that I...

I've felt like I've been starting from scratch socially, with everyone else knowing more of what they're doing. It's left me feeling so inadequate, but knowing God doesn't make mistakes, I know I'm starting out this way for a reason. With God I finally felt like I didn't have to bother anyone...

Not alot t of friends I know really talk about God in school. I guess most of the friends I hang with joke alot about stuff. I'm used to joking with them about stuff, but I'm not sure if I'm being really authentic, because what I'm really interested is getting as close as I could with God, and I...

I get nervous sometimes about talking with friends, I think to myself I'm too busy with homework, but part of me thinks that's just an excuse because I'm too shy. I worry alot people will leave me, or I'll slow them down because they have better friends to go to. I spend alot of time with God...

Hi. I've spent alot of time isolated, but I'm hoping to open up because life has been difficult to figure out things by myself. "Plans fail for lack of counsel, but with many advisers they succeed." Proverbs 15:22

For the most part, I feel mentally broken and words are hard to say comprehensively. My sentences are all strange and weird. I joke at times in real life, but so far, I haven't enjoyed doing so too much, because the old people I hung out with made crude jokes and I feel like they taint my...

When I was suicidal, all i wanted to be was in a more stable place. After looking and going to so many things, i finally went to God and felt loved! Before I searched to be cared for by other people, and after that I finally felt like i wouldn't be a bother, but things haven't felt so good as...