Wow Angela! Don't hold back.....say how you feel lol!
You seem to know an awful lot about me and my motives. You may have "read and studied the bible over 50 times", but that hasn't stopped you being a tad judgemental.
I'm not afraid to judge a pagan who comes to this forum to try and destroy the Bible, and replace the God of the Bible with their own, made up God. It's called being discerning.
"Beloved, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, for many false prophets have gone out into the world." 1 John 4:1
You are a false prophet, and your vain imaginings need to be torn down. The Bible is true, and is our foundation! No one gave you the right to tear it down.
"For the word of God is living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing to the division of soul and of spirit, of joints and of marrow, and discerning the thoughts and intentions of the heart." Hebrews 4:12
As a pagan, you are not spiritual, but in your flesh, unable to understand God! This verse describes you perfectly!
"The natural person does not accept the things of the Spirit of God, for they are folly to him, and he is not able to understand them because they are spiritually discerned." 1 Cor. 2:14
As far as judging, don't be pulling Matt 7:1 out of context. People who have not read the Bible properly seem to do this a lot. In fact, we are to judge the things of this world.
"Or do you not know that the Lord’s people will judge the world? And if you are to judge the world, are you not competent to judge trivial cases? 3 Do you not know that we will judge angels? How much more the things of this life!" 1 Cor 6:2-3
Really, you settled the matter yourself, anyway. You said you don't believe the Bible, you have made up a pick-and-choose God, only using characteristics you like. In other words, you have rejected the living God revealed in the Bible and replaced him with yourself! You make yourself as God, by claiming you have authority over Scripture and the true God!!