Setting OSAS aside. I have been following your posts and this is what I conclude:
- You accepted your water baptism as your salvation
- You have knowledge of what the God's Word (the Bible) says
You can not be saved through
water baptism nor
the knowledge of God's Word.
By accepting water baptism as your salvation you are trying, within yourself, to live for God by holding yourself to God's standards, which is impossible.
One is saved by
being convicted in their sins, asking Jesus Christ to come into their heart and be the Lord and Savior of their life, repenting of their sins and following him.
"Father, if it be Thy Will, open SeaBass' eyes to Your Truth. In Jesus' name I humbly pray. Amen."