FranC,
I have taken you off ignore momentarily, but I am telling you that you need to step away from the computer,
compose yourself and try to salvage some dignity.
What you say to me matters not, but I feel like you are just so hurt and you are lashing out at everyone.
You are not going to bring peace to yourself like this, if you have been hurt let if go and move to a place
where you can find like minded people
The point of persuading has ended long, long ago so why do you persist, it does not add value to your life to do this.