This topic was a lot more do with the that even though I want to get porn out of my life. I'm seen as a reject that no girl would want. I really do prefer a virgin, but if I really do fall in with a girl. I'll be a lot more willing to accept it.
You're not a reject. Are you an introverted person? From the outside looking in I think you're sad. I also think you don't have a lot of social experience. I'm definitely not saying these things to be cruel. I really hope before you peruse dating you find someone to talk to, counseling, therapy. Try to start liking yourself.
As as far as the virgin thing goes, it's not wrong to want that, but if you do eventually meet someone you fall in love with, don't count her out because she's not a virgin. We all have something. You have a porn addiction, she may have had a past intimate relationship with someone or like Demi said, maybe she was raped. People have baggage. I did when I got married, my Husband did too. Neither one of us was pure when we got married. It's not something we think about. I don't dwell on his past and he doesn't dwell on mine.
Most of us have stuff and if we say well, this is what I want 100 percent and not budge or just try to give someone a chance, then you don't know what you might miss out on. After all you're not really pure. That's not a jab it's just how it is. It doesn't mean you destined to live bitter and alone forever, but just keep your options open.