I know some people come to the singles to find a relationship in fact it wouldn't surprise me if tin tin and his girl plus jesuslives and tourist met in these forums. as for me even if I was looking for a girl on here trust me its much better that we don't hook up. I have no money and can't get a job cant drive and am immature, so i couldn't give her what she deserves
You have a lot to offer to a woman. My entire life crashed earlier this year after a few years of a endless series of bad things that have happen to me. I arrived back in Orlando from Maine on March 1 with no job, no car, no possessions except for a few articles of clothing. My late wife died February 21 after years of declining health. I left everything that I owned in Maine because I did not have the means to transport the stuff and no where to put it. I stayed with a brother in Florida when I arrived and slept on the floor and worked off the books in his business for virtually nothing except room and board. My relationship with my daughter was seriously strained. My adult stepchildren felt like that I abandoned them by leaving for Florida. I was physically and mentally exhausted. I cared about nothing and did not care if I woke up the next morning.
I came to CC because I was lonely but I was not looking for a long-term relationship. My prayer to God was to know happiness for the first time in my life and He caused the paths of JesusLives and mine to cross. God blessed me with her and she is beautiful inside and out. I have moved from Orlando to Clearwater to be with her and she has been compassionate and understanding towards me. She is helping to me to quit smoking, makes sure I eat properly and is helping me in finding meaningful employment and to go back go school. I now have a home and a car and great hope for the future. She makes me very happy and I love her with all of my heart and she feels the same way towards me. We have devotions together, pray together and laugh and cry together. We attend church together and we have just completed pre-marital counseling. She is wearing a beautiful engagement ring and on Thanksgiving Day of this year she will be wearing her wedding band also and I will wear mine for the first time. I could not even begin to imagine not having her in my life. She is my best friend and travelling companion in life and God plans our itinerary as He is first and foremost in the center our life.
What is impossible for us is possible for God as He is the God of great possibilities. I believe you to be a decent spiritual man of the Lord and would be a great prospect for a Christian woman. From reading your posts I believe you have a low opinion of yourself because I had developed my own low opinion of myself and recognize this in you. Darlene (JesusLives) has accepted me for the man that I am and has been instrumental in building back my confidence in myself. Your future wife will accept you for who you are also but you have to give yourself a chance. My future wife believes in me and your future wife will believe in you as well.
I have some understanding about your health issues but feel the main thing that is holding you back is how you think about yourself. I believe in you, Darlene believes in you, your adopted mother believes in you and now you must learn to believe in you. Oh, one more thing. God believes in you too.