To begin with, God does just love you, period a fact beyond many others recognition.
For while we all were yet failures in being perfect ever from Adam on to this very day, God came in the body of Son, to redeem us as if we are perfect, even though we all know we aren’t.
But this world has denied this sovereignty of God through Christ, by trying to be perfect after belief, and by this trying one can’t.
Brother my health is at its end as well, and that is not easy to accept, until maybe you can see that when your time comes, you will no longer be in an unredeemed flesh body that you are in now that gets sick.
I was 1 year and 10 months ago, in surgery, was not expected to live, and even said I am ready to go, and was, ready, yet I made it through this surgery, went to a wheel chair, to a walker to a cane. Now walking, and some other problems still hanging around to buffet me maybe? I do not know for sure.
But I do know this now, that whatever is, is. When I could not accept it is what it is, I never could heal at all, I was toooooooooo busy with not wanting what is to not be what is. So when I accepted and willing to stay in a wheel chair, I amazingly got out of it, and have been healing to the best of the ability this body that is dying since first birth can.
Reality Friend, we all physically die, 100% and there is no improvement in sight is there?
But we can live here and now in Spirit and truth as in
John 4:24Authorized (King James) Version (AKJV)
24 God is a Spirit: and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth.
[/QUOTE i did not mean to misrepresent my health status, I am really at peace about so many things ,but was just asking for prayer. Sometime I sleep 24 ,30 even 48 hours Its hard to come back some times ,I feel like Im in Gods Presence ,Its really hard to explain so different from anything I could ever have imagined, I feel I have a choice to come back or not, and as paul said It is better to be with the lord Not sure your point???? but thanks for talking. What gave you the impression I think that God only loves me? I evened mention the fact that I question the point of us each having a different manifestation of Christ and there for a possible differ understanding in non critical points,Basically I think the divisive nature of conversation, if they can even be called that sometimes,That they are so ungodly and hurtful ,that being expressed by innumerable People here at different times , But some believe the squeaky wheel gets the grease Cant shut up. the above saying being true eventually the wheel is Removed, any way hope you feel the love of God in your fleshly suffering