Well. I may explain more later, but my living situation is about to end and I will have to move somewhere else in a few months. Not a different town, just a different living place.
I am so. tired. of. moving.
This will be my 4th time in 2 years. You'd think I'd have less stuff, but no. And yet, there is a lot that I don't have. I don't have a bed, a kitchen table or chairs, dressers, washer and dryer, things like that. So I will have to buy those things. From thrift stores and internet ads to save money.
I remember taking those "stress tests" in high school and college, asking about events that have happened recently in your life. Moving was one of the top 3 stresses, I think.
Since May 2012, these are big events that have happened in my life: Graduated college, moved 1000 miles from home, started new job, new job is very stressful, sister gets married later in the summer and I am in the wedding, get fired from job, move 900 miles to live with parents, after 25 job applications I find a part-time job, year later get full-time, 6 months later move 450 miles, get new job, a few months later move again.
Those are just the big events. Not even counting smaller ones. Sometimes I legitimately think I'm going to implode or snap. But for now I will just lay in a ball on the floor and cry and then get up and grit my teeth and keep at it.