God doesn't seem to really care.

I see... opening first snd feeling later seems impossible for me... at least at this point and for the forseeable future.

once you believe, that will be between God and you, I personally did, by God faithfulness on his continuous love in spite of me being selfish, and I made the free choice to give it up, and gave it to God to trust God. And this is not to parade me around at all, I trust God all in all. I saw no benefit in it anymore after belief, yet it took along time for me to see differently
When I agreed with God that something I did that was harmful I stopped through trusting God in agreement, never been forced to stop anything
That is what is so amazing about God over people

Well this is awkward...

Not all things are beneficial, yet all things are permissable, this decision is between God and you. This is where flesh gets in the way of others and creates garbage where people come to not beleive

What about people who never really intentionally hurt anyone and love and try to help others as much as possible but they are not christian?
Do they deserve/go to hell simply because they were not christian?
I find it hard to believe a loving god would be so petty. and i certainly hope thats not the case.

So... to get close with your god he requires not only one to not hurt others but also discard certain things you do, even though the act of viewing or participating by choice, is ultimately harmless?

Well my avatar is a guy, although could be mistaken for a girl... the pic in my signature is a girl... and my profile pic is a guy...

Just sayin lol

Hi, I have a question for you.
Do you have kids?

If so, when you decided to have them. Did you know it was a possibility they might grow up and reject you and all the things you've done for them?

God loves the genuine love of intelligent and selfless creatures.
Robotic programming or obedience out of fear wouldn't be true love for the God of Love.

Saying that God shouldn't create because some people would choose to follow the devil into the Lake of fire prepared for him and his angels is preposterous.

No human will receive the reward of fire and brimstone that didn't choose it.

I for one am grateful for a chance at life and life eternally.

After you've given your life to show you love someone is there really anything more you can do to convince them?

I am Christian.

John 14: 6 says Jesus answered I am the way and the truth and the life.
See who Jesus is claiming to be here? He's EVERYTHING!!

Revelation 22: 13 says I am the Alpha and the Omega, the First and the Last, the Beginning and the End.
Again, proves that Jesus is EVERYTHING!!

Forget about Christians. Focus ONLY on Christ. He's telling you in those 2 verses Who He is. He was Perfect with NO sin whatsoever. Talk to Him and only Him and open your heart for Him

You are absolutely right. One of my favorite movie lines is from Father Of The Bride, Keanue Reeve's character says something along the lines of "you have to have a license to drive, you have to have a license to cut hair, you even have to have a license to catch a fish, but any scum sucking butthole can be a parent". And it's very true. There are a whole lotta people out there having kids they have no 'right' to be having. As in, they are not right to raise kids.

Is God one of these parents? Well I could say no but you'd probably want more than just my word on that (dang). And I'm not one to quote a lot of chapter and verse, I abhor the verse wars that arise from it (altho everything we believe should be traceable back to scripture). It's actually worse than you think, He flat out tells us that if we accept our place as His children we are going to suffer for it. Why would a loving parent allow that? Well, because we're apart from Him at the moment, occupying a hostile land - much like a parent who allows their child to join up and go to Afghanistan to be blown up. They don't wish it upon their children, but they respect their children's right to choose how they live - and how they die. And if their child dies, do they regret ever having them? I've never met anyone who did.

And I don't agree that God's love can't be proven. It is proven every time I touch someone and speak a word of healing to them; it is proven every time I hand a bag of food to a homeless person, it is proven every time I come before God seeking miraculous things and miraculous things happen. See, that's what you need, is to not read or hear the words but see them in action. And that's what I pray for you; Lord, open this Young man's eyes, that he may see what it is he only hears at the present. Ephphatha!

Let me ask you this - do you wish you could just cease to exist, and see niether heaven or hell?

Don't know I am not God, knowing God can if you are seeking to know. God will or will not reveal God to you, And I do know the enemies of God will act as angels in order to make you walk away and doubt, which is what I see has taken place through your experiences. yet I know God will come through
Thanks for your honesty

Okay, no problem, love you anyway and care as I know God does and most people don't as to me as I see is whyt you are leaning to not beleive. Many people have obscured truth and many walk away from the true loving God through the deception of people, that one day God will say to these go away to them you that work iniquity, I never knew you.
Learn discernment those that have done wrong to you are not of God even though they claim it
Ask God to show you truth over the error(s) of this world's present darkness masquerading as if it is good, when it is not as you know

The devil is the master of disguise and causes and creates doubt. When this is in front of me I exercise Faith to God and sooner or later God shows me the truth, and I see and reject the doubt thoughts. knowing that God will see me through no matter what even if I make a mistake or a thousand.
For I desired to be loved, and the only way I got filled was and is believing God, not trying to be good enough, for all that ever did was make me worse.
So I quit and said I will just trust and watched all those not beneficial things that were not good fall off, kind of like peeling an onion, hurt much at first, yet the middle of the onion is sweet as can be, it is worth the commitment, to trust God only over people

When someone does evil and are out for themselves yet claim to be of God, is not the fruit identified, have you not experienced this, you said you were brought up in Church yes?