Surely in Christ we are under blessing not a curse

. We are new creatures in Him, looking to put off this flesh of death which lusts against the spirit. And women, you know yourselves that you are not only under blessing but are a blessing! "He who finds a wife finds a good thing, AND receives favors from the Lord"
I often find I am jealous of the female mystic who have such a deep intimacy with The Lord. They perceive him rightly as their King, their Lord, their bridegroom who has courted and wooed them and won them to his heart , longing forever to be a prisoner of His love, to serve in perfect obedience for the man who has promised Himself to us his bride forever! What a holy marriage , what a furious romance. And I get lost in it too ! Swimming in the ocean of his love as His bride. But one stupid image of me in a wedding dress, or "dude bromance", or "gay" from probably the tiniest most annoying powerless demon or tempter is enough to sidetrack my thoughts if only for a moment . I'm very jealous of women in this regard because they can picture themselves utterly dependent, completely weak, captivated and enamored in the loving arms of our bethrothed King of glory, in splendid romance with no distractions from the world, fully dependent on His love and strength for each breath they take. Surely we will be transformed on that day, and all will feel the same adoration for Christ our bridegroom ... But now, the limited minds and imagination we have, well it seems women have such a wonderful advantage in imagining the blissful romance with the Lover of our souls!
So yes. Women in Christ are 100% under blessing and not curse!