It does take time.It has taken many years to grow in up o trust alone, knowing I am not perfect, better maybe, just learning how to say no from Father through risen Son
I am seeing it like Paul said in Phil 3:11-15 about putting it behind him, standing willing between God and him that God will not go back on God's promise.
I mean I see no one in the Old Testament, ever attain perfection. So God being perfect made us as if are perfect through Son Col 1:21-22, 23. God knows us all, knows our intentions and left for me to see and everyone else as well Matt 5:20, standing aware of Luke 18:9-14 and Matt 18:24-35 I forgive, because I sam forgiven first by God through Son wow! Love the same way. I do not love t get loved, or forgive to be forgiven. 2 Cor 5:16-22
Those with the wrong motive to be in, will not make it. These will be told, go away. Away with you, you were never mine, you who work iniquity. I see a difference between working iniquity and glorying in iniquity 2 Cor 12:7-10
If I could ever become perfect of my doings (Dung) then I would not need God. I need God thanks Jordan as we each grow new in trust deeper, deeper, wider, higher
This love and mercy given forever is to appreciate and love in God's Sons mercy and truth