it's so sad man but i guess it's God's purpose...constantly rejecting the holy spirit.. that's all the new covenant is nothing else, a complete surrender to christ anything else in between that is you trying to be self righteous, which you are right now and it's all in vain, dead works, " The gentiles which have not the law but made a law unto themselves " everyone one of us gentiles without christ is born under the law of Sin, not under the law of the commandments was always for the Jews never for us it was there to convict us in our conscience when we would sin do something bad we would feel a terrible feeling within us " we did something wrong " that's all it's meant for, now i don't know any of your stories really but truly truly... if you did receive God's grace and his holy spirit you should be ashamed of yourself, why would you then after experiencing the fullness of God not the shadow the fullness, God himself coming into you and supernaturally changing your entire life before your eyes but yet you run back to dead works, which is done away with the old covenant, and as for the people who haven't receive the holy spirit and don't know better.. let him that have an ear hear, do not be deceive by any creed or denomination for God doesn't save us in groups he saves us individually, let no man deceive you at all, the things of God cannot be understand in the flesh, you may not understand what i'm saying but if something does recognise that it makes sense to you within your heart please seek to find the answers and God did say seek and you shall find his words, listen closely everysingle thing in the old testament was a shadow, wasn't the real reality it was pointing to something greater that will come and fulfill it, i can get really deep in this topic for you if your willing to listen or learn with an open mind just message me but i have to make this brief because i have work tomorrow, but the bible proves it so vivdly, the lamb being a shadow to Jesus christ's sacrifice, now a shadow is something that points to something else, the 10 commandments being a shadow to the holy spirit, the sanctuary being a shadow to the temple of God ( our vessel the body ) it goes on and on but please if any of you feel within your heart that something isn't right please message me, this is the end time we need to be on the right path, i met 2 amazing people recently i love them very greatly, they are young people just like me, they grew up within an adventist family so they had no choice but to follow what their parents followed, but they were adventist for 25 years from birth, preach the law as long as they were alive when to sabbath did everything they thought was right when they never were, but they came to christ this way... they realize how difficult life was no matter how hard they try they could not keep the laws they kept getting convicted continuously by their conscience until the condemnation within got so great that they cried out to God and he revealed himself to them, they've never been the same since they experience salvation and the grace of God and what the holy spirit does and we are now trying to help save as many people as we can from this trap and after 25 years of being in adventism they came right back to the church preaching the grace of God and telling people to get born again and receive the new nature of christ praise God