Ok here my way to salvation…
I am a BIG sinner and I LOVE my life.
On one particular Sunday I go to church and the People sing the Lord’s Prayer. And my life flash before me….What a mess… Immedieately all I loved before is now DIRT. I feel all these people singing here is so holy, and I am so dirty… I was broken there, how could I be so stupid to do these things, man did I hate myself?
Then I wanted it changed! I wanted all this GONE!!! And so I started to go to church more regulary… Soon I was exactly like the others that were so holy, but it was actually not as holy as I thought. They still sinned. Now I was still dissappointed with myself, I still hate the sin in me…
But I have to be wrong, because we will always be sinners right? And Jesus did die for my sins, the past present and future sin…So I am OK!!! God forgives me every time I ask forgiveness. GOOD! I am glad I still hate the sin, because it proofs I am REBORN! YEAH I AM SAVED!!!!!
So let us see now, I should go and get more peole to come to Jesus… Man it is so EASY, just give your heart to JESUS, He will save the whole World…
So now I have to become like a deacon or something… So I became a deacon. And apperently the best one they ever had… but still I did not like myself, but I am ok the sin I now did I did not want to do, but I can ask God to forgive me…
I know I still lust after the women in the xxx movies and I am a weak man. I am hooked on this movies… But gladly after the movie I can ask forgiveness. It is now 14 years later and now I can really get into PORN on the internet… Man the stuff available by the other weak in the flesh DISPLAYING the firmness of their flesh on the internet, they can also go and ask forgiveness from their sin, as long as they tell the cameraman about Jesus, and they believe he died for their sin they are ok…
And I do not want to look at the internet porn, but my fingers just happen to type “Naked Girls” in the Google bar… I do not want to do it, but then I will always be sinner so it is ok…
I am saved YEAH!!! Oh I know I have to confess it, so here it is I am a Porn addict, tommoroow I will propably look again? Or should I stop? No that is liketrying to become perfect, no let me continue.
Sorry all I sinned today, Sorry Jesus I looked lustfully at women today, Tomorrow I will probably look again, and wait for my comfession tomorrow please Jesus…I AM SAVED BY THE CROSS…
Is this it? Is this how it works? I dout it, so tell me about the thief… Jesus says this is what a thief should do… 28Let him that stole steal no more: but rather let him labour, working with his hands the thing which is good, that he may have to give to him that needeth.
Should I not tell this thief He is a hypocrate to thinlk he can stop stealing? And hey do not be a fool man, you do not have to give nobody diddly doo… You CANNOT do Good, you are a lousy thief man!!! You are saved by the blood of Jesus not by stopping to steal. And what is this nonsence of giving to the poor, tell them they are poor because they are lazy! Tell them to buzz of and get a job… Go and buy a Mercedes, and if you cannot afford it…Go steal some more money man. You are saved by grace man…
Do not go under the law that says “Thou shalt not steal” the law is gone, we live under grace not the law…
Man this is just CRAZY. So what shall I do to get saved?